oh... back from work... wells yea... after a game of handball... hmmm... some black guy said he's gonna deck me... oh wells... it's mad stupid... cause he asked me if i was good i ignored him... dont know... i dont want to say anything... to sad to do anything... hmmm i guess i'm back to the old me again... sad and depressed...burrowed in a realm of despair... hmmm i'm losing control.... dont know what i'm doing... mix thoughts just running really fast through my mind... man... dont know.... feel so lonely... just me again this world... i wish i could escape...