Today I found myself a new task. This task is kind of hard to accomplish but I'll give it my 100%. Well, there isn't anything that is not accomplishable. For example, a round 3 months ago I had 2 tasks to do. 1 of them was to find the black light fixture for Shu. The second one was to buy a clear umbrella from HK. When I got these 2 tasks to do, I was excited. I searched everywhere for these two items but I wasn't able to find it. I felt like giving up; but I didn't because I thought when she receive it from me due to my effort she'll be happy. Finally, 2 weeks ago I accomplished the second one, which is the last one. I felt happy that I did what was known as impossible, but also sad because it's no use to me any more.

     Annie gave me a task that is almost impossible. She ask me to buy her a blue rose, which I remember seeing somewhere. I'll try my best to find it and I'll never give up until I accomplish this task. As soon as I receive this task from Annie, I went out with my friend to seek this unusual item. I searched three flowers stores but never the one gave a yes answer. When I received that answer I felt disappointed but then I guess in a way it's challenging and fun. I hope I find this so called "blue rose" because I know it's going to mean a lot to Annie and I want my friends to be happy.

     Also in the morning, I waited anxiously for Jessie to come on but her SN never showed up on my list. I stared at it till my eyes were tired. Finally she came on at 11 a.m. then we chatted for a while. I sent her a lot of my pictures and a song. I also wished her a Happy Chinese New Year. I don't know... I guess I'm that type that craves for communication. Without I don¡¦t know how am I suppose to live.

     Hey ~~~ Wish you a Happy New Year for all you Chinese peepz out there!!

            Good night ~~~ When you wake up, you'll be rich!! Hehehe    

     Good morning all, I haven't made an entry this early in the morning for a long time. I'm feeling really tired right now because I stayed up to type this report on basketball. Since I'm not a NBA fan it's hard for me to accomplish this task. I got stuck at many parts. I guess I did a lousy job since I have to email it before today. I realize that when someone does something under pressure they are able to force themselves to think faster like stimulating the brain. I guess this doesn't apply to me because when I'm under pressure I got crazy and confused. LoL

     It has been a long time since me and Jessie had chatted. The timing is so wrong for us. I try various ways to make perfect timing like chatting in the morning and yesterday, I set up a LAN connection in the library in school to see if I could get to her there. It was so fun yesterday, how I got the whole computer all to myself and no one else is in the room. Downloading wasn't a matter of time anymore, it was so fast.

     Today, I'm planning to stay home all day. Hmmm maybe not, if someone calls me out. I haven¡¦t exercised for a long time, I'm getting fat!! Maybe I'll go out and play handball. I lost my social life to school work. I haven't have time to chat with my friends that needs me. I feel so bad when I say I'm doing my homework. They might have taken it as: you don't want to chat with me FINE. Don't have to come up with this excuse. One of my friends called me 3 times yesterday but I was too busy to pick up because I was out. And when I had a chance to go online she MSG me but then it was too late so I had to say GTG. I feel like a bad friend. She was really depressed yesterday because she's currently failing a class. I wish I could help, even though it means giving my grade to her. If she had my grade, she'll pass by a 90. I worked hard for that grade but then if a friend needs it, I'm more than welcome to give it to them because they're my friends. But there isn't much 90 to give away. LoL

     Hey Peeps, What's up? Me? The usual, Homework then a little free time then sleep. Life is getting no where. I bet my living habit is going to change once I get to college. In a way I'm kind of scare. I don't know why am I feeling this way, do you have this feeling? At a point I feel like escaping from it all. I want to move away and start a new life. Just like the one in those movies; move away to place where no one knows you, just you and your lover. Life would be so beautiful and romantic at the same time. If I was under that form of atmosphere, I would make the best out of your life together. Hehehe... Believe it or not I'm kind of romantic. I like to put a lot of work together then present it to my lover, for a more meaningful presentation. There a gigantic difference from just handing a present and wrapping it and let her find it herself. Eventually they'll receive the present but at that moment their emotions would be total different. I would want to try out life at a rural area, like in the movie Tuck Everlasting. I really recommend you to read this book, or if you're lazy like Shu you could watch the movie. I find the best part of life is when you're all alone with your lover, eyes are inseparable. The moment you say those 3 words, the rest flows like water in a ocean. I guess I really have a good imagination toward this area. Hey can't talk. I got to go. Bye bye~~ Good Night~~   

     I have my regents today. I believe I didn't do so well. I guess I got too nervous. I always tend to do that. I can't work under that kind of atmosphere, where I have to put my future in risk. I just kept on thinking, what will happen if I fail?

     Task I of the essay is about woman's right, and the second one was about Hurricane Mitch. I took a lot of time to comprehend the first Task so then I have little time to work on my second one. Hope tomorrow I won't do the same. I wish I could go back and retake it because I have a clearer image of the task.

     After that, I went to my friend's home and we chatted and fought. I beat the living hell out of him but then I was weak after that. LOL I stayed for a while then ask him to make my CD because I saw this MTV that he has. In the MTV, I saw my old friend in it. He looked the same, all white, sitting there. I really missed him. Can you guess who am I talking about? You'll never guess!!!

     In the morning, I said something to my ICQ friend. (Jessie) She responded with 1437 , which sparked up my day once again. Jessie is so sweet. Hehehe, I have to study now so I'll be ending my entry right here. Byes to you all. Sweet dreams, Don't think so much!

     I got another headache from trying to fix my computer. I didn't do anything else but trying to fix my computer. At first I thought I got it but then nope. I went to my friend's home to work on it, hoping that they could help me in some way. I guess my computer was too old to work on so I made a wise decision, which is take it to an expert. I was robbed when I came out of that store. I spend $150 on hardware. Now, I'm broke. I guess it's kind of worth it because now I am able to listen to some music.

     Tomorrow's plan is to study and study. The test date is getting closer and closer; soon I won't have any time to study. If you don't water the plant then it won't grow. Hope I pass the test on Monday. To give your support, leave a word(s) of support on the chatter box. I really appreciate it. Thanks. Bye bye! Good night! and Sweet dreams...

     Today wasn't such a bad day for me except that I felt sick. I hate it when I'm sick, can't really do much. In the morning, once again I talked to June and Jessie on ICQ. I don't know why after talking to them in the morning I feel happy through out the whole day. Even Annie came on in the morning to say hi before she left. Wow!! I hope this feeling keeps up because I don't want to sad and depressed like before.

     What is there to do tomorrow? I don't know, but I know Jessie and June are going to be on. I'll probably stay home and chat with them; beside I have a lot of studying to do, if I want to pass. I really can't fail this test or my whole life is going to be screwed. So please give me some support. ”äS‹@" quoted from Jessie from today morning. Thanks! I will do my best.

     After school, I played soccer with my friends at school. One of my friends kicked me on my ankle really hard and didn't apologize. Right after that I didn't have the passion to play no more due to the pain from my ankle and my headache. I didn't want to let me friends down because they needed me to play, so I got up and played. I had fun today but that headache was still "kicking in." I then went to play handball, a sport that involves a ball and a wall. I played very well today; I did a lot of killers, so proud. I think my illness will be soon over if you know what I mean. End of today's entry. Bye bye~~~~   Be happy~~~~    Miss you~~~~

     Another day passed… sigh. Today is another happy day for me. In the morning, I woke up at 5:30 a.m. then went back to sleep. The next time I opened my eyes was 6:00 a.m. Then next thing I did was go online to see if Jessie is on. When I went on, she wasn’t on and I had a little disappointment. As soon I heard that “UH O” I knew it was her. We then chat for a long time and she sent me a picture of her. I really hate the time period between us. There’s nothing we could do.

     My day was good. Even though my life is mundane I still find myself very happy. Why? I don’t know why, maybe it’s all my friends giving me confidence and/or support. I once again feel important in this world. You’ll never see another frown on my face again, there’ll always be a smiley face or as I like to call it a smirk.

     Also, I’m wondering why haven’t Annie gone online for a long time. We used to talk all the time. She would listen to my daily life issues and always response with a “lol and   a laughing face.” Hope nothing bad had happen to her. All my friends are so important to me. Their emotions equals to mine. That’s about it… Thanks for reading another diary entry of Danny’s.

     Today was one of my happiest days of my life. So much had gone on today which gave me this feeling of happiness. In the morning, I talked to this girl in HK, which I think she’s really nice. She said something that really sparks up my day. She said “Bye Bye, Be happy, miss you.” I find that really sweet to receive these messages from a girl.

     After school I didn’t do much, I just went to my friend’s home and talk/H.W. My whole day changed when my sister called me and asked me to go see a movie with her, “Darkness falls” I wasn’t very excited to go to watch the movie because I got a lot of homework to do. Oh well… everyone needs a break every now and then so I decided to call up some friends to go with me.

     Wow!! The movie is really good. It was intensive through out the whole movie. The first 10 mins would scare the hell out of you. It was scary. I was hiding behind me scarf. LoL. I really recommend you guys to watch it with a friend; don’t go alone because you’ll regret it. The best part of the movie was that it was totally free. My sister got free tickets!!

     Today was absolutely awesome. I had a lot of fun and was really happy today. I guess I’m back to the old Danny, nice and happy. Wish you could have my life? You wish!! Well see you guys Bye Bye… until next time.

     Sorry, I haven’t been writing a since entry ever since December 21, 2002. I guess I just lost interest, but today my friend inspired me to continue writing on a daily bases. A lot of things have happen but I never found interest to record it down. I really regret it.

     Sorry once again, to CloakingKnight’s page of despair fans. I’ll try my best to put in an entry every now and then. I won’t let you guys down again.

     About my day … It was cool. First day coming back from a long weekend can be overwhelming, if you know what I mean. So much can go on within a few days. Friends can become enemies or transverse. Also many relationships can be broke or bonded within a few days of work. What ever happens, just stay in control, and don’t let it effect you. When I’m depressed my friends always tells me to look on the bright side and I always reply with, there isn’t a bright side. I guess I was wrong on this whole issue of not having a bright side, if you think there isn’t a bright side then there isn’t going to be on. DUH! Hang in there, you could do it; I believe in you!!

What ever you do … just be happy, that’s all to it to life!!