oh took the final... but .. i think i did bad. the question were confusing. Oh wells... Whatever... YEA i got Christmas present... LOL i got prima Some M&M but i ate it all at work... lol... Yea... thanks Oh... so happy... Yea here this song is for you prima... wells you sent it to me and i somehow got a hold of the song... LOL..

You're My Honey Bunch

You're my honey bunch,
sugar plum,
pumpie umpy umpkin...
you're my sweetie pie.

You're my cuppy cake,
gum drop,
snookum snookums
you're...
the apple of my eye!

anyone heard the song playing on my xanga? NEWAYS finished last mid term today... oh man.... not confident... Thats bad ... i knew it... Didnt do shit in that class... Oh wells... a 65 is gonna get me a B+ But i was an A... i hope he give me that fucken A lol... Yea... i didnt realize that he knows my name... cause we always sign the paper for attendence. Neways time to go to work... to face them kids... lol.. luck i didnt give them kids my xanga... they were asking me for me xanga and SN... Damn kids are ghetto now... "wassup dog" lol...

whats up... 1 more final... whats poppin... talking to prio on phone... played handball today... 5 game... won 4 and lost one... i get tired so easily... MAN i'm useless... yea... met up with bobby and vincent... Yea had a little chat.. and... Time for work... sigh so boring at work... Yea... dad asked me what i would do with a million $$$... man... nothing came up... Man... Yea... i really dont like money... I get so frustrated.... and.. also a lot of problems follow.. Yea... i have no plans... MAN i'm feeling dumb... i also thought i was made for the old times... back to like... them chinese movies.... goul jon ... Yea... nothing to worry about... just live life... Yea... and them chicks are hot... wells... they're more dependent... Yea... man... MAn i said man a lot in this entry... oh wells... back to work... back to my aimless life...

1 final down.... YEA>>>> 1 more for today... and 1 more....

sad now...

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	5
your best quality is	youre easy going
your worst quality is	theres nothing bad about you
this is because	you are who you are
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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	5
your best quality is	you give friends great advice
your worst quality is	nothing! youre perfect hun
this is because	youre unique
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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	ten!
your best quality is	youre intelligent
your worst quality is	you want what you cant have
this is because	its genetic
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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	10
your best quality is	you suck (literally)
your worst quality is	life is too short for you
this is because	youre true to yourself
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Wow this is stupid... so .. which is the real me?

Yes, i finally found that article... It somehow connects to conscience... Check it out... Some people claims they talk to god and god gives them answers. So ... is that god you really talking to? or is it ....Quoted... "I believe there is a way to get the answer to every question you could ever ask." When you ask yourself a question, your consciences will already have an answer. If you listen to yourself think in a tranquil enivornment, you'll experience an eternal connection with your innerself. This Eternal connection is your divine wisdom. The answers you get is well-thought out and has the access to a higher intelligence within you that you never thought you ever have. The longer you connect yourself with this divine wisdom, the more you can dervive. Have you ever experienced it? perhaps when you're writing a poem? lying on your bed before sleeping? it could happen anything, when your mind is free and focus... Wells try it tonight...  i was surprise when i first read it. according to the article there are three steps to getting ready. Number 1.... Which is you need to tell yourself that it is not insane to talk to yourself and it is possible to have a dialogue within. Second, you have to ask yourself if your question is worthy discussing amoung. The third step is "casting aside doubt." which i dont really get... Wells the most important steps are the first two. When you admit that it is possible and it is worthy then you'll start to recieve"inspirations in the form of thoughts." YES some people may say that it's their own mind doing this enlightening thinking but you're wrong. "deny your denial!"

Are you the type of person that ... depends on luck or do you create your own luck?

Sometimes things can be so beautiful, so happy, so cocky at a moment, and the next second can be the worse thing that happen in your life.

wow i just had a lecture from simmons he filled me in a lot about  my future job... using more udated programs and integrating it with cobol... Yea... sounds really interesting... and he said there are jobs out there... He liked my program... He said... its good... Now i feel proud.. i was behind a few days but now i'm ahead and finished... i'm just waiting for the finish to hit me and i'm done with this class... Oh my head is feeling dizzy now... i cant keep it up.. my throat is throbbing... cant stop coughing... Sigh...I caught a cold too... I'm have a weak immune system...

yup finished with 2 classes.. speech and my lab... Damn i had a lab final yesterday and it was open book. i forgot to bring the lab book... i dont think anyone can pass without it. I was damn sick yesterday... i slept in class... the professor gave me that look.... Neways... i asked the professor if i could borrow the book... luckily she lent it... So it was cool.... Yea... dont know if i should go to work now?... prima thinks i have aids or something.. because i'm always sick..

oh man my wrist hurts... hmmm my arms feel so weak... maybe i pulled a muscle... Sigh... i cant even squeeze a handball... What use am i?

Hey wssup .. 2 more weeks. i'm gonna start playing handball again

sick again ... feeling so weak

Oh... so much work. i feel so tired from school and work. All these upsomming testes and presentations. Oh god... wish i'm back in high school.... the dsays of slacking... HEHE i remember my professor describing me as "the boy that does the minimum amount of work." what happen suddenly? I started to work really hard for almost no reason at all? Dont know.... The only thing that is keeping going is .... the semester is almost over... And... The long long winter break.... Snow fights, skating... hopefully a ski trip... Oh the joy the joy... School Sucked 2/3 of it away... and now work deminished what i have left... SAD SAD SAD.... sitting in the computer lab typing a pitful entry... HA HA HA... sigh.... better study before i fail that test my nerves are telling me right now... OH STFU MAN.... ok got to go... see ya all

New song .. Yea... working on research paper... DAMN SCHOOL...

YAWN.... booring..... Yea had this nightmare... YEA A FUCKEN NIGHTMARE... it was about zombies... Damn fuckers kept on regenerating after i hmmmmm forgot exactly what happened but it was scary... Yea.. i was almost late cause of that...But... luckily the train came right there i reached the station... HEHe ... I had to walk up them fucken stair... 10 flights... inorder to get here on time... DAMN FUCKE N CITYTECH evelators.... Curse themm faggots... lol... just realized no one eats that the stupid cafe anymore... Yea THURSDAY... I LOVE THURSDAYS... why...??

Hey... This weekend prima and i went to FLushing... LoL finally~~! It felt so good to get out of Chinatown. Oh... Yea~ tried that coffee. In chinese, it means "shit" coffee... lol... Yea it was pretty good. I also ordered fries and asked them for ketchup... they gave me 2 pack of them McD packs... Thats aint enough for 2 fries..... Even though the chinatown isnt as big as this one... I still feel there is alot to be explored... Yea... Sara purchased a magic ball that knows how to disappear and then appear again... YUP YUP and sunday... i just spend a whole day at home watching t.v... This show is good... Takes place on this "love Boat". Damn i wanna go on one of those boat....

Fucken citytech elevators... I got stuck 2 times this morning... the first time was when i was taking it up to the 11th floor for my speech midterm that that fucker came to a sudden stop on the fourth floor. BAM that fucker screamed... along with some pussies... lol AND There i was nice and calm.. reading my FREE newspaper... god bless FREE stuff.... Yea neways... Yea so we tried the Fucking bell but wouldnt work... Then like 7 ppl took out the cell phone calling the fucken school... some said it was busy... called failed and some were on hold... LOL yea neways i was early for class neways... so we got stuck 15 mins... Yea this girl in back of my said she was gonna cry... Damn it was fucking crowded... Yea neways after 15 min of wait ... some dude got us out... and we all took the stairs... Damn i hate walking up them damn stairs... NEways the test was GAY.... So fucking confusing ... Yea like you know it's A but then D was A and B then C was all of above... DAmn almost all the questions were like that... Fuck that... after the test.. we hung out near them damned evelvators for a while and i told them about my fucken story about the evelator... Then joe rushed us to the evelator and i stopped them for a sec... but who believes a chinese dude? oh wells so i took it too tihnking it was all fixed and shit... THen that fucker decided to trade 2 chinos, 2.7 white dues and .3 black nigga... Yea as soon as it stopped ... i said is this the fucken 6 evelator and they said it was... and this guy was going to the 6th floor and  6000 capacity... O M G such bad luck ... Yea so we all were scare at one point cause we were on the 10th floor and it seem like it was going to fall any second... Wells two or three of us was holding pretty tightly on to the rail... lol... what are the chances that we gonna survive?? What ever i pushed opened the evelator door and started kicking.... Wells we joked around for 15 mins... And the mechanics came and fixed it... The .7 white/.3 black dude charged out like he there was free ass out there.... lol... Yea so we took the next evelator down ... and .. then we just sat for a while and we came back up to the computer lab.. and here i am tell ing my fucking story about the fucking evelator in the fucking school... WOW i cant believe how much fucking times i used the fucking word in this fucking entry... Ne ways prop back ...

O  m g  computer class... yawn... so tired and it's so tidious... boring ... lalallalalalalalalalalalalalalaalalalalallalalalal so how ya been.... better than me i'm guessing... YEA baby my fucking javazon is gonna kick ass... hahaha.... missed my prima ... sigh.. seee you later

Hi... all~~!!

updated

Oh havent uploaded in a while. Yea baby a 5 day weekend which i had spent 2 days working. Boy, i slep 4 hrs yesterday and 6 hrs today. O M G I was supppose to call prima at 11... oh she is so gonna kick my ass. I better start moving....

Oh so tired... played handball at cherry - unstopable. Played MJ at robert's home. Ended up doing 110 push-ups. Came home. Finish reading the chapter of mangement. Took a beer and watched T.V with me. Oh how fun.I was hoping someone would have drank with me.

Yesterday... fun Fun... yea me and prima was pretending to  be tourist. we were wearing them stupid I   N Y TM C. lol so does it mean new york city or new york chinatown? Wells it looked bootleg. Yea so we got on at 42nd st and we took da sightseeing tour bus. We sat in the back and pretended to be white fellows from OHIO. Damn got H.W ... brb

The first day of school didnt go as smooth as i thought. Instead, we were held throughout the whole time. Sigh... Finally things got better when i saw Prima. Yeah. But when i got home i had a headache / sore throat/ stuffy nose attack! What a bad day! To top it off, i just cut myself while shaving and it wouldnt stop bleeding.

School tomorrow... meaning summer over... Oh wells ... i guess nothing can last forever so Whatever... and next thing we know the semester would be over and ... Winter break.... Time really goes by quickly ...

Six flags TOMORROW hehe... in a limo... WOW.... yea... Johnathan... you come up with the weirdest/funniest shit... lol... aite.. count down till school starts 6 days~~!!

Hey listen ... "nut bag" ... You're funny....  cock ring knight.... O M G never thought of that... maybe i'm not a pervert like you. So what man... hows summer? Damn cant wait to see Mr. robotic leg again.... HAHA

Prima kicks ass in handball...

Almost over la ...

When it comes to love .... does words say more or action?

 

hello  stuck home all day...  New song...

Fucken shit!@

Oh ... damn ... work again.. so whack ... Yawn ... think i could cut work again ...? ? nah man... work aint that bad ... just sleeping somewhere far from home ... hehe ... i kinda missed work ... privacy ... no one on your ass... at home mom is always bugging me... O M G i'm 19... quit it ... lol but she'll stop when i get a wife .. ?? lol

     New entry~~ Arggg i dont think i'm gonna work today... i'm still really sick. Sigh ... when will i recover?? dont know ...  i feel so weak. getting up from my bed was a challenge. Oh wells new song... yea listen to the lyrics ... thats if you know cantonese... Yea i guess i'm gonna try to get some more rest since i'm gonna take today off....

     Hmmm i got nothing to do so i'm reading some really old entries... Sigh... the very first one.. it's so ... hmm gloomy?

HEY dudes... dont post a comment before Prima or ELSE... HEHE... neways.. just got my teeth extracted... sigh... i hope it aint serious... Wells doesnt really matter as long prima is by myside i guess...~~!!  Cant wait till you come back...

O M F G i cant believe this... Jessica and Ashlee simpson are sister... O M G shut... i thoguht you guys just kidding... SHIT!! They dont look alike... once blonde and other black... O M G damn shit... ArGGGG .. lol... Neways... anyone see my PrImA?? i cant find her... if you find her.. report it to 917-399-9384... there might be a reward.... Hmmmm dont know how much... $1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 yen... yup yup... very valuable~~!!... anyways... good night all... wells yea... for you guys.. i gotta work mans... SwEeT dReAmS ...

Hmmm decided to chance the song... since noone appreicates it.. except lina... lol... hmmm dont know just found it somewhere... enjoy la..

ummm atleast someone appreiate my effort .... lols.. Whatever... So hows everything? me? Bored as hell... work... sleep ... work ... sleep... hmmmm ... no mood playing handball... oh wells...

New song for PriMa ~~ with you ... Previous song ~~ without you

Hello~~!!! lol... been staring helplessly at the screen for 10 mins... dont know what to write...  

 runswitscissors2 = danny leung... o m g.. you sound like a married 40 year old man... Neways... thanks for your comment...

More sleep now... but more tired than before??

she's gone...  missing you la...

working my ass off... really busy... but... but... dont know... kinda like it... feels good working... Extra happy today...  damn it's like 1:30 already... time flies when you're actually working... and not sitting here and playing starcraft or watching movies... lol... Miss you la...

Water fight...!!

Son working now...

Yawn yawn...

need sleep...

need to eat...

missing someone...

Hi all, what up... me big boy now.. hehe... dont be jealous...  lalala... yawm .. so tired... need bed and pillow....

My perspective 2

<Thoughts>

<p>I believe friendship after a break up is impossible. Especially for the one that gets “dumped.” Somehow he or she turns against his or her EX and creates hatred. This type of abhorrence erupts from loving him or her too much. At this point, the subjects have both opposite affection – love and hate. The person then enters this stage where he or she suffers from agony, mainly mental pain. The question “was it love she shared or did she played me?” keeps on popping in mind. And when they rally one may experience so much tension, and just want to leave the scene. His or her voice puts you in so much perplexity and annoys you in the most painful way. Sometimes it’s really hard to find someone that is willing to listen to all the love you once shared and your suffering. Not everyone could endure listening to someone talk about the same lines or words over and over again. How can one still be friends with this sort of feeling? There is no way of escaping this process; unlike you don’t love him or her. Why? Because this is how the game of love is played. Once you’re in … you’re in forever. There is one way to break free from this depression and it’s to transfer all the past love to another target. And all the past would just stay and remain as memories, slowly washing away. Sigh… Love is damn ambiguous - too much to explain, too hard to comprehend, and most of all too painful to control.

</thoughts>

New Song

My Perspective

I believe that when you like someone... you feel like you already had started with that person. It feels like you're goning out with that person. when she's happy you laugh along with her.when she's sad you feel painful and want to comfort her but nothing comes out because you dont know what to say. when i'm infront of you i become speechless.your problems becomes mine. i dont know why i have this feeling. Your words have such a big impact on me. whether it's good or bad. There are times when you're mad at her for strange reasons. and you know what you're doing is wrong and unfair but we still do it anyways because we cant just control it. It's like hiding a secret. Hard and painful. You dont know who to tell who can you trust. You want to tell her but you just too afraid whats gonna happen afterward. Mostly ends up losing it all even friendship. This whole process repeats after and after again. Sigh and whwn the time comes... it'll feel like a break up. All the love would just be memories and soon be forgotten.

Hmmm this cut is the worse of all... mad bloody? hmmm yea... yea... tired now...

Another cut ... Sigh .. so Clumsy

Gonna miss you while you're away ...

Fuck i cut my finger Sigh... i'm so tired and sleepy ...

wondering how you guys been ... ???

Feel so dead

Fcuk i'm feeling so SICK cough plus heachache and now a stuffy noise... Shit... worked my ass off yesterday. Fucken steel mad heavy. yawn...  i woke up mad late this morning... or should i say afternoon. Whatever.. so how you guys been? missed you all... give me a call any time soon....

Thank for talking to me till 4 lol and still wanna continue... Sigh.. Wells feel better.. When i say i know how you feel.. i really do.. but not exactly.. I hope everything goes swiftly and smoothly for you... hope the direction it's heading makes a 180 degree turn... hehe  but oh wells...

Yea Hey... Xing Xing.. no time no talk... sorry kept you up all night... Thank you too...

O M G... Damn i got a B- in English.. lol oh wells... Cantonese is my tongue.. whatever... So fucked up... JCL.. i got a A- lol... That was unexpected... damn... hmmm dont know why... must have fucked on the final... But... hmmm still dont see how i could get a A- ,, maybe he just hates me ...  Yea... and A for COBOL and A for accounting... GPA kinda low... 3.6~~

Oh... time for work.. hmm see ya... Enjoy New Song....

StIlL  sIcK

Hey ... not doing much right now... just reading my HTML book. Yea it's pretty good... Let me try something...

highlight the picture... Oh man... i dont know what i'll be doing this summer... ne suggestions?

Fuck it

Damn i'm so tired from handball. i played 8-9 doubles games at second ave. They were hosting a "all asian" handball tornament. I didnt play. i sat there and watched. Most people in the tornament were fromGRAND. yea... I was ditched by grandma... She said she was going to be at grand early in the morning. Oh wells. YeaH!... My hands has so much cuts. It burns Ouch!!. Sigh....

Hey yo... kinda pissed off from fixing my sister's laptop Yea thats so fucked up... lol i really dont kow what to say. thats strange huh Yea i'm just trying HTML codes check it out... Dan₁ is the man!!LOL check it out?? Hmmm i just started learning it.. so it's kinda whack...

Yea ... something strange... another dream... LoL ... i was hmmm somewhere... locker room... hmmm forgot... all i remember is this song... Playing right now... strange huh...??

Oh boy.... I've been waking at exactly at 8:30 these couple of days.. Wierd.... i feel so dizzy once i wake from my dream which i cant recall... lol... one of those dreams that floats away. I guess it wasnt that important enough or something... hehe  ok ok here my final schedule...

Today:

COBOL - Review for Final

Accounting - Review for Final

Tuesday:

JCL - Final

English - Final Part 3

Wednesday: 

COBOL - Final

Accounting - Final

Wednesday 6 p.m ------ Danny's offical Summer Starts.... HAHAHAHAAHA

Oh man just came back from handball... I beat this old guy... OMG so cocky... When i stepped in he said... you got next... like he wants to start something... Yea the guy that william pissed off... hehe... Yea so i played... i told him i cant really play... cause i'm sick... I was losing like shit... 6 to nothing... me being nothing... Oh when i finally got to serve i scored 1 or 2... Then he got like7-4 then... 11-8 then 14-14 O M G i gave it my all ... Boy I dont think i could go to school.... Yea i told him 15 game way before it was point up.. asshole said he wants a 21 game... I said i'm fucken sick man... lol... so he said ok... 16 after point up.. i guess he was scare cause i did a really nice whip serve to the left corner plus hooked... HeHe... Then he he got 15-14 but then i scored 2 winning the game... Then he claims i have point... 15-15 I said wtf... i aced him then scored another one thats 2 points... After a minute arugment.. I said Fuck it... If it's yours it's yours.. if not.. Then Fuck it... so i did my wipe serve again... and aced him again.. There man... I won..  Yea... But before the game... i was at the dentist... He told me some devastating news which brought me down... all the way down... SigH... man... FUCK FUCK        SIGH SIGH.... i guess stuff like this happens....

Yea i got your point.. lol you really didnt have to put it in computer terms in order for me to understand. Yea what we learn and not use in our daily life would be deleted or forgotten, but not just that. I'm saying what about the stuff we didnt learn. There are just so much in the world to be cramped in our little human brain. But since i said. whats the point of learning other things if we dont Manipulate it. Whatever... I'm Sick... Mom getting worried. she wants me to see a docter  Arggg i hate medicine..!!!

Oh... a choice on my english final been bugging me...When a person chose a major in college that person can only be professional in that area and ignorant at others. What is to be consider an educated person? LoL Man I didnt pick this topic to write about because i cant even definite an education person. Where do we draw the lines between an educated person and not? If a person goes to college and completed it, is he or she educated? Or High school? I do find it true. Like my professors, they are only intelligent at their field; but when it comes to computer, I know more than him. There are just so much in the world to comprend and squeeze in your little mind. LoL **cough** sigh... my illness is starting to bug me.... Damnit go AWAY

P.S i hope Prima feels better... I kinda feel unhappy seeing you unhappy... hehe..

Sigh... Still sick... i think it's kinda seriously now...  oh just woke up .... YAWN....

oh my sick again.. coughing...  I'm clumsy... i wounded my thumb... Oh i'm tired...

Every good morning... it looks like it's a nice breezey day out. I took a part of my mid term yesterday. Oh boy... the professor kicked me out and told me to come back 30 mins later... i was like WTF i wasnt that late... Fuck!!  Oh wells anyways i have another test today for accounting. If i score another 100 then on the final all i need is a 60 and i'll get a A. Oh man i'm going to mis my professor. He's not like other professors, he has the patiences to teach and help. Thats why he has perfect points on ratemyprofessors.com. After i told him, i added if he was go ing to comment himself. LoL Plus he should also take time out of class to talk about life lessons. He's always joking on me... and of course i joke on him too. Crap i dont do shit in his class... i teach a pop tart every session and talk  on my cell phone. I told him his class was boring. Yea... wells Wish me luck... If i fuck up on this test i have to do good on the final. Oh Yeal... I was talking to my ex yesterday. She IM me and we were talking for a long time about her problems. Very complicated, i thought she wouldnt come across these love problems but she eventually did. Oh the way she's feeling was the same way i felt when i was with her..Wells i gave some advice... Did You know danny jai used to be a good advisor back in highschool?? But no one comes to me anymore... Oh wells I hope she feels better. Hmmmm I Dont know... i remember this from somewhere ... "you cant stop liking/loving someone." Is that true. Wells i found it partly believable. After a chat with her i clearified my understanding. Wells now it's not that liking with my ex. It's more like a memorable liking. Lol... i made this up if it doesnt exist. It's like loving her in the past but not anymore. You'll always have that little feel from the past relationship and i dont know if anyone could get rid of it.... Oh the memories of her are floating around my head... but it'll be gone soon. Everything in life is temporary. MAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

New song on my xanga but it's an old song~~!!