Thursday, August 18, 2005

all fixed now.... i had to stay home while he did it... Yea while prima and vicnet waiting in the hb court.... cant leave him in alone... he might take soemthing.... Yea.. i had to leave early today and....prima got mad at me... she said today is the only day she couldchill with me... i dont know if i am right or not... .... like my mom is telling me to go home ... and prima is mad cause shse cant spend more time with me today... what would you pick.... and you know what... i thought prima was understanding... like ever since i knew her... in fact she isnt... she's really mad... like i have doubts about it... before... but i'm sure now taht she's not... cause every time shes mad she tels me to leave her alone and then i leave then later she called me and tell me that she's sorry ... wells then of course i believe that she's just want to have her alone time... so... if you ... were put in the situation.. go home or chull with gf.... which one you guys gonna choose....

Thursday, August 11, 2005

ayai... sorry jen.... car only fit 4 person.... next time if we go we need a van... oh man no electricity at my home.... DAMn con ed they SUCK!!!! damn i'm so mad.... the bathroom outleg works so... we have to extend it from there.... OH SO HOT last night... and dark.... oh played hb yesterday... yea... my feet hurts and then i remember why i dont play so rough.... man my whole boby hurts....

Sunday, August 7, 2005

came back ... a live.... it was fun .. man i think my driving skill were godly... no car accidents no nothing.... everything was smooth except.. for prima's home.... it was locked.... the keys didnt open... vincent climbed.... and jump down from roof.. and opened... no electricity no water... i gave my waste to the plants... oh wellls... yea o m g the house was so scary... o m g dollls and stuff... so dark... so scary... BUT IT'S ok "as long as i dont move" lol.... Yea... and then we went to tanger mall..... kool.... i shopped the most.... and the girls didnt buy anything... that is weird.... lol.... Yea... and then i drove back... and we ate at.... " YOU GAY" ... Yea... my car.... lol man so sexy car...... visit prima's site for pics.... we dont have a lot.... because we lazy to take any...

Tuesday, August 2, 2005

oh another day at work.... just waiting till the day of the trip to save me.... but untill then... only work... oh ... watching feel 100%.... thinking... relationship made so ez when shown on t.v.... words bf say to gf... are so sweet and so planned out... when we are put in to the situation... it's hard to express... we dont have time to react .... and the stuff they do.... go places... have fun... romance.... all planned out... thoughts from writers with plenty of time ... and what about us... real people... we have so much on our head... i guess it's pretty fun being an actor... gets to go places... meet people... learn stuff like dance... if theres a dancing scene... but then you have to take a character... a character thats not you... is that hard to do... i guess not... since you have take 2s.... if theres a mistake... you could have a take 2 but... in real life... there arent take 2s... once words are spoken... we cant take it back... or just forget about it... if we could only.... redo ... take 2s... in our life... and whatever mistakes we did that we dont want/accept... just trash it.... and only take what we want... but i guess it's all about prespectives... you may think it sucks/ whack or garbage... but it might be good/ treasure to others... everyone has different perspectives... and everyone want others to have the same perspectives as theirs... why? because... they feel secure... safe... common... and most of all not different.... a belonging... and we do stuff to achieve this... by Persuasion ... changing other point of view ... we catch ourself doing this... but ...  we choose not to do anything about it... why... CAUSE thats life... life is everything... we could sit back and say... that life and do nothing about it... (followers) or we could ... say... FUCK NO.... this is my life and i'm gonna do something about it... and have the courage to do something about it... and WE call them the (CHANGERS) yup.. it's time to leave... YEA

Monday, August 1, 2005

man dad's car got jack... lost the cd/mp3/vcd/dvd/am/fm player... o m g... fucken asshole... and dad want to buy the same one again.... man... his car got jack 2 times in a year... man it's only a 1992 honda civic... shit is old...