Saturday, December 31, 2005

Yup just check esims.. and i have 3/4 As.... 1 more grade is unknown ... that class is C++... lol... i'm guessing another A... dont jinx it... .... in 1 class... system analysis.... my final grade is 111.... lol...

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Prima went to boston... ... yup... went to check out cars yesterday... met this kool guy... that likes to customize his cars and then sell it... Damn... his car scared the shit out of me when he started the engine... hmm i think it's a nissian 300zx or sx something like that... with twin turbo... old car.... but... i can feel it's fast... he said he pulled 160  mph b4... hmm i want to see... lol... yea.. got his number... he said if i want he can bring me to (bun jao) not dicky but PA... and look at auction cars... Man i saw 3 eclipse yesterday for sale... 2 of them were spyders... yup... felt the spyders... so kool... and i asked the dude if he can find me one.. he said a lot of them... can get it for like 3k and them fuckers are selling it for 15k. Hmmm that dude refered to is as... 3 0. ??? at first... eclipse 3 0 dont relate.... but then .. i found out 3 .0 is street name for eclipse... why?? wells that closest conclusion i came up with was that an eclipse v6 is.... 3.0 liters... so i guess that why they call it that... Yea.. Man!!! CARS... lol...

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas.!!! TO everyone ... especially prima........  thanks for your presents... so happy!!

Thursday, December 22, 2005

hey finished with all finals.... HOW>? walked to school... citytech.. posted... strike or no strike school is open and finals!! whack asss... whatever all done all As... got an A paper.. wow.. .amazing... Yea... oh yea... been driving a toyota camry... feels different compared to honda ... honda has more horsepower... and toyota... hmm nice and comfortable... very room and no noise... hmm i dont know which car i like better... local i like honda... but when i'm going 80 and above.. i guess camry is better.... wells it's good at keeping constant speed not accelerrating .... yea really into cars again... i cant wait till i get my mitsubishi eclipse.... HAHAHA all done with finals... all happy.. all done..

Saturday, November 26, 2005

man i really crashed... man ... damn i suck .. oh wells... man not feeling happy today... because someone not happy...

Friday, November 4, 2005

man finished another c++ program... this was fast like 10 mins. whatever... going to work....

Thursday, November 3, 2005

oh man just got the result from my african art mid term..... oh man... i got 100% ... thats too perfect.... lol... YEA.... I WANT MY 4.0..!!

Wednesday, November 2, 2005

oh.. man just had a dream... i CRASH!!!! but not really big damage... had like 1 millimeter left but my lience plate fell off...

Tuesday, November 1, 2005

oh biking feels so scary now... and it doesnt feel like my bike any more... :( i guess just as little as 3 weeks of seperation... we can lose all emotional bond with someone or something.... lol

Sunday, October 30, 2005

oh shit i got back my bike.... hehe.... and i did great on both mid term.... wells not sure didint get it back but... i felt confident...

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

studying for mid term...


so cold... cold.... windy....


another day passed...


anything is possible if you put you mind to it....


example... i'm taking studying to another level... rather than just looking over my notes... now i'm really confident... didnt feel like studying ... but... hey... need that 4.0 again...

Friday, October 21, 2005

woke at 12... GREAT nap.... felt like i woke from death....

Thursday, October 20, 2005

oh man... left work at 2:30am and got home at 3:30... slept for 1:45 mins. and woke up to drive mom to the hospital. and havent slept .... and still waiting for mom... oh man... by the time we get back it's time for work.... and tomorrow i have to wake up early because i need to go on a trip.... not much sleep... no good..

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

my handwritting is nasty...
there are the answers

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look what i did today....

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i got it right yesterday hahahhahahhaha....


i'll upload the answer later... try it guys... ... GL look me 55mins and plus was in train and walking home... so...  maybe 45 mins

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

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math involve. You solve the puzzle with reasoning and logic.


this was found in the metro of the entertainment section..


 

Monday, October 17, 2005

new song... so godly


sounds like brittney spears and dance like janet jackson....

yea yea... i finished another program... this time i finished it as soon as the teacher said this program is simplier to the program you suppose to do... and right after class... ... took 10 mins and owned it... HAHA.... just love it when stuff goes my way.... and... i missed my prima...

Monday, October 10, 2005

lost my other bike ... thats 2 i lost... so sad but.. robert cheered me up by me yelling at him... lol i made him do a survey.. check it out.... www.xanga.com/carrotsan85

Friday, October 7, 2005

man some fucker too my bike.!!! HELP HELP me find me bike... o m g parked it at PS124 outside and... i went to work ... from 3-6.... and when i came out it was gone... i yanked it to see if it would drop and checked if the lock was locked... man i'm so sad and... i have a headache...why my bike...it's not good condition... it's not like it's easy to steal... in that neighborhood.... OH    MY    BIKE  .... MY DARLING ... COME BACK!!

Thursday, September 29, 2005

hello all... .yea... i finished my program... godly... o m g i'm so skilled... HAHAHAHA

Monday, September 26, 2005

this program is the same as the one we use in class... so now that i have it, i can use it and work on my projects at home. it's a C++ compiler.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

HAHAHAHA finaly got the program i needed.... HAHAHAHAHA i didnt have to buy it.. Borland turbo c++ .... HAHAHAHAHA man it runs so beautifully on my laptop. now i can work at home...

Thursday, September 1, 2005

man so happy.. i helped 2 ppl passed their road test... Yup... i guess i'm pretty good at teaching stuff.... lol... hmm maybe not english....nor history...

Thursday, August 18, 2005

all fixed now.... i had to stay home while he did it... Yea while prima and vicnet waiting in the hb court.... cant leave him in alone... he might take soemthing.... Yea.. i had to leave early today and....prima got mad at me... she said today is the only day she couldchill with me... i dont know if i am right or not... .... like my mom is telling me to go home ... and prima is mad cause shse cant spend more time with me today... what would you pick.... and you know what... i thought prima was understanding... like ever since i knew her... in fact she isnt... she's really mad... like i have doubts about it... before... but i'm sure now taht she's not... cause every time shes mad she tels me to leave her alone and then i leave then later she called me and tell me that she's sorry ... wells then of course i believe that she's just want to have her alone time... so... if you ... were put in the situation.. go home or chull with gf.... which one you guys gonna choose....

Thursday, August 11, 2005

ayai... sorry jen.... car only fit 4 person.... next time if we go we need a van... oh man no electricity at my home.... DAMn con ed they SUCK!!!! damn i'm so mad.... the bathroom outleg works so... we have to extend it from there.... OH SO HOT last night... and dark.... oh played hb yesterday... yea... my feet hurts and then i remember why i dont play so rough.... man my whole boby hurts....

Sunday, August 7, 2005

came back ... a live.... it was fun .. man i think my driving skill were godly... no car accidents no nothing.... everything was smooth except.. for prima's home.... it was locked.... the keys didnt open... vincent climbed.... and jump down from roof.. and opened... no electricity no water... i gave my waste to the plants... oh wellls... yea o m g the house was so scary... o m g dollls and stuff... so dark... so scary... BUT IT'S ok "as long as i dont move" lol.... Yea... and then we went to tanger mall..... kool.... i shopped the most.... and the girls didnt buy anything... that is weird.... lol.... Yea... and then i drove back... and we ate at.... " YOU GAY" ... Yea... my car.... lol man so sexy car...... visit prima's site for pics.... we dont have a lot.... because we lazy to take any...

Tuesday, August 2, 2005

oh another day at work.... just waiting till the day of the trip to save me.... but untill then... only work... oh ... watching feel 100%.... thinking... relationship made so ez when shown on t.v.... words bf say to gf... are so sweet and so planned out... when we are put in to the situation... it's hard to express... we dont have time to react .... and the stuff they do.... go places... have fun... romance.... all planned out... thoughts from writers with plenty of time ... and what about us... real people... we have so much on our head... i guess it's pretty fun being an actor... gets to go places... meet people... learn stuff like dance... if theres a dancing scene... but then you have to take a character... a character thats not you... is that hard to do... i guess not... since you have take 2s.... if theres a mistake... you could have a take 2 but... in real life... there arent take 2s... once words are spoken... we cant take it back... or just forget about it... if we could only.... redo ... take 2s... in our life... and whatever mistakes we did that we dont want/accept... just trash it.... and only take what we want... but i guess it's all about prespectives... you may think it sucks/ whack or garbage... but it might be good/ treasure to others... everyone has different perspectives... and everyone want others to have the same perspectives as theirs... why? because... they feel secure... safe... common... and most of all not different.... a belonging... and we do stuff to achieve this... by Persuasion ... changing other point of view ... we catch ourself doing this... but ...  we choose not to do anything about it... why... CAUSE thats life... life is everything... we could sit back and say... that life and do nothing about it... (followers) or we could ... say... FUCK NO.... this is my life and i'm gonna do something about it... and have the courage to do something about it... and WE call them the (CHANGERS) yup.. it's time to leave... YEA

Monday, August 1, 2005

man dad's car got jack... lost the cd/mp3/vcd/dvd/am/fm player... o m g... fucken asshole... and dad want to buy the same one again.... man... his car got jack 2 times in a year... man it's only a 1992 honda civic... shit is old...

Saturday, July 30, 2005

no update bcause busy getting my liences.... FINALLY GOT IT IN 1 TRY.... so godly... HAHAHAHA i'm not gonna be like other ppl who get their liences... I'm gonna use it like crazy.... now i drive to work.... and planing a trip to splish splash water park in long island and then we go tanger mall... ohhhhhh cant wait... and guess who gonna be drving... ME... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Friday, June 17, 2005

ARGGGGGGGGGG ......... the instructor said i SUCK and gonna report it to my dad.. man i was so nervous... the brakes were tight... the car was nasty... o m g... man i felt like he was stepping on my brakes every second so i guess it affected my performance.. BUT he said dont blame it on that... you suck you suck... O M G... man i'm so mad... i'm gonna show him man....

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Yesterdeay was a bitch.... regrister to drive... O M G .... i talked for 20 mins just for an extra class cause the boss wasnt there... She doesnt know me and the boss's relationship... o m g probably think i'm some dude that thinks i know the boss... whatever ... finally i got the damn free class... and then... went to work and tried to use the internet.... o m g.. they mad slick... i found out what they did.... they  created a server and only ppl regristered under those account are allow to use the internet... o m g... so slick... man... neways around 3:00am i was driving... around in the parkinglot/ open field... then my dad asked me if i want to drive home.. man ... hell no... i've seen him drive on the highway.. mad crazy and fast... nah... so i drived all the way to the enterance of the highway... thats about 5 miles... i cant keep straight... wells it's 4 in the morning.. cant see the road and plus first time... pretty good.. i was really nervous... but... not anymore... sometimes.. it might be scary looking at it... but once you're doing it.. it aint that scary.... yea so when we came home... mom told us to dump the sofa out... man... all the way up on the 5th floor... sucked... but got to do it... yea so i woke up .... at 1:30.... so tired... and i missed prima mucho..

Friday, June 10, 2005

My Qualities.... If theres anything you want to add to the list.. just add it as a comment....


willing to help friends and others


talk a lot about almost anything except politics


easily adapt to environment change


hard/lazy to change on own will


need a lot of motivation to change


patient to a certain point and then i'll blow!


hard for me to care about others if they dont care about me


happy at times and frustrated at other times


like to play chess and handball. Sometimes videogame but dont have a passion for it


easy going


maybe even nice


i'm good at giving advices about a lot of things


a good friend to have


care a lot about how friends view me


think a lot


evaluate others behavior and personalities


bad short term memory


school smart...GPA 3.87


i like to learn new things


i'm slow in relationship


understanding at times


i'm kinda boring


always rushy to do something


dont like messy ppl


hate ppl with attitude.

Sunday, June 5, 2005

i dont think i know how to be a good bf anymore...
HAHAHAHAHA i won .... $120 but treated dinner... damn nigga... that shit was expensive.... but it was aite... SO whos exeveryone lately? enjoying their summer?

Wednesday, June 1, 2005

hey wassup... anyone going back to the UNHS reunion thingy... lol ... it's not a reunion thing but we call it that because... we all dont belong to that school anymore... ne ways... here a grad pic i've been dying to upload your you guys...



This dude is mad tall if hes taller than Newlon... lol

Monday, May 30, 2005

boy i'm tired... im glad school is all over... how i can relax and do..... man i dont have any plannns... wells if you guys have any ... remember to invite me... thanks la....

Friday, May 27, 2005

HEY .. guess whos that sexy mama....????????


thats me when i'm 3



check out my sexy pose....... MAD GANGSTER!!! im a natural pimp



lol i'm hidding from them chicks... dont tell them i'm here  

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

o m g math... cal2 was so damn ez.... whatever sql is the hardest fucken test ever... O M G i could do better in an english final.... GOD DAMN IT .. GOD thanks to my dai lo.... he sat next to me.. and i looked over a put and he reminding me how to do some queries.... overall... aced all the finals../

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Monday, May 23, 2005

hey .... you guys want to ... guess what songs is on...


yea man finals is tomorrow so scared...

Thursday, May 19, 2005

man 4 finals comin up... 2 on each day... i''m fried....


"experience is a good school, but the fees are high."


                                       -Heinrich Heine

Friday, May 13, 2005

damn damn  damn..... i have shorterm memory.... thats really sad... i cant remember stuff i just did a couple of seconds ago...

Monday, May 9, 2005

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO no fiancial aid money.... damn government ... not helping poor smart students
so tired... handball over the weekend... having school in 30 mins.o m g paying for school...

Wednesday, May 4, 2005

DAMN ROBERT YOUR SITE SUCKS LIKE ASS>>>> I CANT LOG IN TO YOURS >> TOOO MUCH SCRIPT I GUESS>>>> WHACK>!!!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGG DAMN YOU NYU..... damn nyu closed my account... i lost my wall paper and all my other pics/songs i uploaded... damn damn damn.... oh wells... sigh this week ... very busy... a test today and 2 test tomorrow.... no time to do much.... so how you guys been? how spring break?

Thursday, April 21, 2005

HEy wassup alll.. no time to update... no time to do much .... just waiting for spring break but prima going away...

Friday, April 1, 2005

damn ... so tired.. yawn... damn gmail is increasing to 2 gb... i dont even know what to do with that much space... anyone wants a gmail account? hmmm man i need help on math... anyone can help me? intergal of (e^2x)sin3x dx. damn.... Yea... you have to use intergation by part to do it... man i'm stuck.... anyways .. missed you prima...

Monday, March 28, 2005

Yea joey's favorite song... now uploaded... she said it's her favorite because she fell in love 2 times and it ended horribly... and this song.. she puts a lot of feel in to it....

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Damn ... just came back... Man my eyes opened.... Yea.... ME PRIMA WILLIAM got front row seats.. meaning row 2 ... o m g... that shit was mad hot... i touched her hand... lol... i said something i shouldnt of said... and joey heard me... she asked if we purchase her newest cd... i said just download it..... and she said... DOWNLOAD....how can you even say that.... i hope she didnt know who said it.... lol and that ace group o m g their magic show... was whack... they flew bootleg playing card O M Gi got hit by a club 8 card and the printing was shifted to one side... CHEAP SHIT... they flew it really hard and it hit me in the shoulders... lol ... Yea the concert was good... only the joey part... Yea... o m g you know everyone hangs out at mohegan... i've seen ppl i havent seen in a long time that ususally hang in ctown.... suddenly i saw them in the casino... Yea so after that.... we went to the hotel and slept... thanks to my uncle... man ... it was a good night sleep.... man i got pics of JOEY close Up..... O M G .... she was litterally in front of my face... Neways... so ... we ate in the morning with the coupon... and ... when we were rdy to leave.... we sat in the bus lobby... we waited for the 4:15 bus but by the time we got there... There was a scatter line and ppl was aggressive.. they were charging into the bus when there was extra seats... man... i swear ... mad fights were about to start.... Neways.... we finally got onto a bus after... 2 hrs... and ... we all home now.... Had fun ... See ya all .... love you prima

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Monday, March 21, 2005

god damn it ... gay ass professor ... tested us on something we didnt learn yet. and he really stink... he gave everyone partial credit as long as someone wrote something down... i spend 15 mins on a question ... someone spend 1 min on it... we both got minus 1 ... Hes suck a dumb ass... and he think hes being nice... mad corny jokes... man i tihnk hes sniffing mad chalk... his hands are always white from the chalk .. i think he'll be sniffing that shit after class.... damn high mother beep.

Friday, March 18, 2005

Oh man ... took the cpe today... Damn 4 hrs... it's like going to school on a regular day... yawn... so tired... i thought about no going to work but ... if i dont i wont get any h.w done.... Oh yea... i think i did fine... Hmmmm maybe not good on the comparison... but on task 2... o m g i got a dummy one.... The author states over 8 claims... and i used 6 of them.... hmmm i think the standard is about 2-3 or even 4... but i did 6 i hope i get a 6... lol.... wells passing is passing... but i want to pass high.... cause if i get a 6.... my friend..."chicken wing" is gonna buy my fries for the rest of the semester...HAHA man i'll do anything for fries with unlimited ketchup... Yea ... and also prima.... Hmmmm let me choice.... fries... prima... fries... prima... arggg.... lol yea.... working so i'll answer next time...

Friday, March 11, 2005

New song... from hacken and joey ... it's damn good


I GOT THE JOEY FEVER >>> I WANNA SEE HER CONCERT Image Hosted by ImageShack.us


DAMN THAT FUCKEN POSE IT"S SUCH A KILLER

Thursday, March 10, 2005

oh man i want a baby so i can ... nuture it ... actually to experiment on it... i wanna make it smart ... put my baby in an environment where it is expose to realilty at an early age... Man i'm learning so much in psychology it isnt funny.. It's so interesting ... Oh man getting late so see ya....

Monday, March 7, 2005

hey look it's prima doing her lightening kick...

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YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA


(edit) wow i was reading prima's march 3rd entry... damn there are so much good responses... So thoughtful... especially the one from dark mask... about pychoanalying... hmm i tihnk he is refering to psychoanalysis ... how the unconscious mind shapes behavior.. and i do recommend a psy class because .. it will help you understand a lot about yourself.. and why you do the things you do in that certain way....


Neways back to Chun Li (prima)


YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA


Damn fast ass lightening kick... you dont want to be caught  in that.. GODLY~~!!

Monday, February 21, 2005

Hey yos.... Man i got accepted to 2 honor society... u didnt know you have to paid to be awarded... them mother dumd asses... a one time membership $75 and another $35 .... Hmmm i dont know if i should join... I dont think i'll get any benefit  from it... Oh wells ... So hows your 1 extra weekend? Mine was whack... gotta study for 2 thursday test... and the CPE.... it's about money... 8 pages... Boring....

Friday, February 18, 2005

Hey nice pic chi kei .... Hi all... Man i dont know if i should take the CPE... heard it was hard from lots of ppl... But i personality think it's aite... not that hard... Yea i have an option to take it march something or next year. and i have 3 attempts... Maybe i'll just take it and get it over with... Wish me luck...

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Hey wassup... long time no update... Oh man.. i have a tight schedule... Got shool then work... then h.w ... dont really have time... Sorry guys... So how all ya been? oh man i'm late for class...oh wells... Yea i got accepted to the chi aphha espilon honor society... but ... i have to pay $38 for a pin.??? sounds whack.. .. there aint any benefits... i dont know if i should join... it sounds whack... 3.0 for 2 semster gets you in... sounds like a chapter for losers... i'm aimming for the 3.7 gpa... it sounds godly... lol yea man late... Oh wells ... Yea i took a cal 2 test... lol so excited to see my results... i hope they are good.... wells see ya all ...

Wednesday, February 9, 2005


Happy Chinese New Year...

i dont know if i got you mad or sad ... i'm sorry

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

New song .. enjoy.


Hey, did you know our first love is really important. It can and will affect our future/posible love life. This very relationship is a special one. A limitless relationship because we havent learn where out limits are. A relationship where we feel shy, but yet we arent afraid to explore each other. It's really tense the first time. A relationship where we hardly use our words to communicate, we use our eyes, mouth, hands, face, and feel. A weird feeling of being newly born... a Newbie feeling. This kind of feeling could only happen once.... ONCE and then it'll all change. Love is a hurtful game. when it's over, it'll feel like it's the end of the world because you love him or her so much. And a feeling of him or her is the one and without the other half... you dont feel like living another day. The second time around is going to be totally going to be different. Experiences is what seperate one from another. Once we've been hurt once, we wont turn around and go back and ask for more. But, thats not how the game of love is playted. We become so inlove with the feeling of having that special someone to love and hold, we wont eaily let it go. If it has to end, there isnt anything we can do except to transfer all the love, that was disrepect, to someone else. But it'll realy be different. It's like a broken outlet. The First time, you'll Unconsciously touch the outlet and you'll experience a great shock. And you will remember not to return to that outlet, but you'll have a fear of other outlets. You'll hold back or even wear gloves to protect yourselves because that feeling, shock really hurts. There's going and always been a shadow inside of you from this kinda of experience. What can i say, it's part of life... Finding out who you really are. So... go out there and find your first love if you havent... For you that have... hmmm wells try to treat your current or future BF/GF a little better and not let this darkeness hold you back... Easily said than done...

Thursday, January 20, 2005

New song from the tvb series ... the last breakthrough... Yup... 1 more week before school... still havent recieved my schedule... hmmm... Yea taking a day off from work... Yo the movie.. "little white dragon" is mad good... Yup neways... time to meet up with prima... so ... till next time... missed you all.
If you follow wonder love too far My love will get you home If you follow the wrong start My love will get you home If you ever find yourself Lost and all alone My love will get you home, boy My love will get you home If the bright lights blind your eyes My love will get you home If your trouble break your stride My love will get you home If you ever find yourself You ever feel the shame My love will get you home If that’s only you to blame My love will get you home If you ever find yourself If you ever find yourself My love will get you home, boy My love will get you home