YEAH!! home at last... hmmm it's such a beautiful day out.... Too bad no one likes the rain the way i do... Oh wells... i guess i'm stuck at home doing nothing. Maybe... Nah... Really nothing to do... So how was your day?

(EdIt) RobErt is now offically... Ban Man... Banned FroM me Xanga... Run Script.... Text Conditions If User=zerg85 ban textbox("Get the Fuck out of my Xanga!") hehe... Neways... lol... i dont have anything to add.. just the fact... that faggot is banned... lol... oh and before i read his stupid entries... i had so much to record... Faggot... i'll kick your ass when i see your ass...arggg i'm so mad... ARGGGG.... wells "u dunt no her enuff for her to allow her to give u her pass ... " thats true... Wells you didnt have to blow it at me like that... You Fuck ass... you fucked attacked me emotions... LoL

Advise to vincent... Yea... wells... whatever you do.. i'm here... LoL ask yourself... "is it worth it" someone's favorite quote  lol .... then mine ... Dont have regrets... When you have something.. you might find it kinda bored and shit like that... but when you lose it... it wont come back... then you'll know the true value to it... So.. dont make decisions under temper or pressure... lol... and... dont be a procrastinator. Get the problem fixed before it gets out of hand... lol.. i'm pretty good at giving advises... lol... $5 per advise... LoL...

Fuck Fuck... i didnt get a Fucken 100 on my accounting test... lol... i got a 99 though.. hehe... yea... still feeling down... everytime i close this window.. i open it back and somehow find myself typing more stuff... I should just Dig a hole with my bear hands and burrow my heart in it... forever be detached... Wow This entry is long... it's growing by the minute....  i have so much to say but nothing is coming out... repression is very painful... so are a lot of things in life... boy i think i should get out of here... be in a more... happy atmosphere... man i'm out to school...

Yawn, i just awaken from a deep sleep. Boy i'm so tired from yesterday, playing intensive hours of handball. I havent play this intesive since ... i couldnt remember when.  Specially when i play with Lai ma i give it my best. hehe. My thoughts are all shatter/flaoting around.  what happen to me lately? i've been having weird drams once again. Everything in life is so abiuous that it throws me in perplexity. And i thought it was the less of my worries but it had dominated my mind now - a blend of mix emotions and confidence. We may feel a certain way in a certain time, but after days/hours/minutes or even seconds we might have a different perspective. How can we adapt to these sudden changes? But if we have to adapt in order to survive. Everything seems to be coming back: the old danny, these annoy long entries, and the despairing mood. It all came back to haunt me once again. hehe but i'm not afraid. ironcially i find it funny. HeHe. I feel i'm created to suffer. Sometimes we could take charge of things, but at times we have to let it flow naturally. I guess i'm not really good with emotional decisions. LoL I'm not determined enough to stick with my decisions. I dont even know if i'm even making any sense.  (Mind became blank)

And Robert you mad stupid/gay ... i didnt logon to Prima's xanga to prop myself... you so gullible. LoL Anyways, yesterday was fun. Yea Prima, thanks for the voice message.High Five Prima... we hardly lost a game yesterday. In fact we didnt... hehe. Oh you got me worried there for a second... i was wondering why you didnt called. LoL hehe i thought it was my bootleg phone. You know what i missed? My HuGGiEs * ^_^ (=== copied your face.  Aite work awakes me. Fuck Fuck Fuck...

 

Oh... Today at work was a bit stressful and tiring, but i got ot know myself better. GiBi, a dark spanish girl asked me a lot of questions which made me realized that my life revolve around chinatown. It's the only nieghborhood i know. I'm glad my research paper is on Chinatown. The Chinese were isolated from others and that is also reflected on my neighborhood. My neighborhood is like me, isolated and trapped. I guess it's a lack in ineteraction with others, besides Chinese. She asked me "Have you dated any girls besides Chinese ones?" I was forced to response with the truth- no. Why is that? i dont know, maybe i perfer speaking in Cantonese and if thats taken away it wouldnt be a rich relationship. I guess i'm just really traditional. Theres much more about this topic i want to speak of but i am limited to time, so if you want to know more about it, you can always cal me. And Sorry to Grandma, I was typing my xanga so i didnt response. Dont be mad  ... feeling

more about me continues...

I want to free myself from these limits and open myself. "one must adapt to survive," i dont know where i got that from, or it just popped up from my mind. GiBi also asked me what else i do besides handball and i answered shoot pool. She gave me a funny look as though she was happy for me, but after she found out i played at SOHO (few blocks away from my home) her blissful face turned into a pity and despair one. i have releazed a lot but will it create change? that leaves unanswered till then.

Danny is very tired ...

"Life could be just so Ramdomly Beautiful" quoted from Mary - Confession of a Teenager Queen...

YES i got my VOICE MAIL set up... lol.. i know you guys been waiting for this .... lol... now you guys can leave me stupid ass messages.... instead of da annoying "the number 9173999384 has a voice mail system but has not been set up yet" lol... neways... call me and leave me a message... the first one gets a prize.... hehe...

I'm sorry today didnt go as planned. Sorry ...

Doesnt any one hear my song that is supposedly be playing...

Prio just called... thinking about Japan... this time today... we were at Japan.. so fun...