hey... i dont think i'm going to use this xanga for a while... i'm going to work on my other xanga and blogger... it's a project... anyways... bye bye for a while...

Oh hey.. i found out that... .. wells not all but .. by the looks of it... everyone who worked in the Y is a YEP or has worked there for a while.. for the Y.. and here i am .. coming out of no where.. hired... with no YMCA experience.. working as a senior 3... Yup.. sounds cool .. wells... i'm a new guy... so dont know how stuff works... but it's ok.. Yea today ... the kids have a lesson .. on the 4 ... elements of the YMCA... and it's not Y ... M.... C.... A... lol... i was thinking the same... so... it's Caring Honesty Responsibility and Respect.... Yea.. what got to me is Honesty.. like that word really hurts... What is honesty? so .. no matter how we feel what we think.. no matter what we should tell others? where do we draw the lines between what is being honest and what is not.. .wells definitely not.. lying.. but i'm looking more deeply... you feelings... is not telling your feelings to others is not being not honest? to me... i think it is... and it really hurts... i Dont know... just want to get that out... yea.. big trip tomorrow... need a lot of sleep and money.. .lol...

morning!! Wassup...?? man bad night... i hope up at like 4:30... and had to go back to sleep... had a couple of dream but cant remember it now... Oh man tomorrow is going to be a living hell... trip day... to fun time america.. have to get to work before 9... and they said recommend time is 8:30... FUCK YOU... i aint working for free... lol... maybe 8:45.... Yea... i hate these stuff... when kids have fun... things get out of hand... a lot of screaming... oh wells almost over... i keep forgetting to do this week schedule with them... Yup... Got paid... it was good money... $8.75... i think... that is the bigest check...??? not sure... $422... cant remember... but i wrote a $1000 check to my friend b4... dont know about recieving... Anyways... i think i have to go... now i understand... why "life sucks" .....so much problems....

New xanga... so tired... Yup prima said my driving for better... lol... i dont know.. i think i drive better.. the spacing ... now i know what people mean by knowing your spacing... yea... i could speed...and i'll be no problem even in tight areas... oh man i cant stop .. thinking about that guy that gave me a dumb up... at corney island for... squeezing next to his car.. when it was mad tight and.. pretty... fast... lol.. HEHE i love... cars.. Yea... went to bell parkway and also have a haircut.. prima said it's good... so i dont know.. it's like my first time walking out after a haircut.. normally i'll go home and put on a cap for the rest of the week.. i feel so nude...lol i hope you like my new xanga

oh man.. i got the worst dreams of all... o m g.. so tired... the dreams were tiring too... yea...wells i can see why i could have those dreams... wells first... it was about ymca... and i was rushing the kids to keep up with the line... man.. even in my dreams too... the second was the same... like dreamt that i was sleeping in bed at home and i was on lunch break ... i only have 1 hr to sleep b4 getting back to work...so sad la... the last one is crazy... about me driving a converitble... o m g.. and there was this girl sitting next to me.. i think prima's boston ppl... we go bowling.. but i was late... because... my car.. died out.. so they left first... then .. i was going crazy fast on the highway.. and in front of me .. 2 big trailer hit each other so i breaked mad hard i.. even used the e-brakes... that shit was so excited.. and i didnt wake... so it was kool... so... went to pathmark because... i was too late for bowling... then.. went to pathmark.. and somehow i got super powers... i saw my friend... girl.... holding someone's hand... and... then right there i saw... her bf which i know too.. o m g i used my super power to make him go to pathmark... because i heard them 2 say they were going to pathmark.. . when i got there... i had a free break up show... she cried so badly... i guess she was cause red handed... Yea so i was in pathmark.. and i saw 1 of my mom's friend... lol.. she was trying to ... say english which she doesnt even know what she saying... lol... she was like a greeting person... also a clown too.. so weird... so i .. went out... to ... jump rope... i dont know prima got me a lot of jump rope.. or is it for the whole family...?? and... thats it... .. Wassup all la... how was your day...?? missed you la

so tired this morning.. the alarm woke me up.. that almost never happen... Yea... i was thinking about someone else's problem...  Sometimes... the things that we imagine and want isnt what we really want... i guess to short it... regret. But i think it's ok... Give it a little time and we can easily adapt to it . Hey the whole move on with or with you. anyways... YAWN!!!! so tired... no sun ?? o m g... maybe the sky is sad too...?? Yea... i think i'm gonna be late again... lol but who cares.. i signed it for the whole week at 9.... Wells i hope you feel better...

o m g... so much work today... make me so unhappy.... kid shitted on her pants and took off the underwear. i saw her holding her underwear and i asked her.. what is that and i saw shit... and.. then she ran ... i told the leader and.. .she pulled it out of her bag.. was so EWWWW. Yea i wanted a day off they said i CANT o m g.. i dont even know what to say to that.. i need to show my schedule to get days off... and even if i have school they still want me to fill the the time i'm not in school wtf is that... oh wells... cant do anything... any most of all welcome prima back... missed her la... WELCOME BACK!!

New xanga good.. o m g theygoing to have part 2 o m g i'm going to go crazy i hope it's good as number 1... anyways got to go to work... lol i'm late... oh wells... have fun all 

oh man so scary....i had a nightmare... lol ... a morningmare? i work at 5:30 and then went back to sleep... and i ... dreamt that i was ... in 42 and...ms shum that fat bitch told me to get out. i was wtf i'm putting away my labtop after showing a movie. WTF... and i think a kid bust me for showing a movie.... This was after i moved to ymca. Yea... so .. she said shes going to change my evaulation.. and i was like you're treathen me? fucken bitch.. i recorded it.. lol she didnt even get scared... because i didnt... lol... so .... oh wells i left and ... then something with in a supermarket... but... oh wells.... not that important... lol what a dream man...

i'm so not happy now... i feel so guilty... I dont want to talk about it... Work is nuts.. there isnt much sitting or talking. I feel like no one knows anyone in the Y. They act like they mad cool but.. they dont even know you. Outside of work, i dont think they even socialize... A lot of work.. my feet are always tired... i feel so much pressure.... ok i got to sleep la... mom yelling... good night ppl sweet dreams to all

 

BBQ tomorrow i hope we didnt forget anything... and sunday splish splash water park... YEA YEA YEA thats how i like my summer baby... Alitma.. kicks ass man..

i stand all night... o m g i'm so tired... YMCA so hard .. so much work.. cant even take a second off the kids.. sigh.... yup after work i went to buy the food for BBQ... o m g i didnt want to .. yell at the kids so i wasnt as pro as i should be.. oh wells la.. parent night.. tomorrow..

Today is my last day of YEP... Yup.. i hate that title.. Yea will miss a lot of ppl la...Yup i went to pick up my 2 STAFF t-shirts... Mad kool... Yea... i REALLY HATE that bitch ms shum.. .I hope he get... rape by a stick... lol... she bitches at everyone.. o m g when i look at her back i just want to kill her... that evil mother fucker face... o m g it looks like it got ran over... god.... none of her fucken business... she not even the supervisor.... man FUCKEN cheap bitch lunch fucken bitch... lol i dont even make sense... but whatever shes a bitch what can i say... so yea.. lily la... she mad cute gave me 3 hugs.. so special... i remember the twins giving me hugs too but that was a while ago.... Yea...  she keep hurting herself.. i feel so bad la... So YMCA tomorrow ... yea 9-6 lunch break... YEA... and... friday is parent night... they said .. i .. kinda need to stay till 8 but fuck it i'll leave early... Yea... i dont know... Wassup.... guys... anything new?

GoodBYE BBQ this saturday...

     Moving to the YMCA Thursday

Will miss a lot of PPL and THINGS i can do at P.S.42...

Cloaking Knight: you know today my brother's school called
Cloaking Knight: and it was so stupid
Cloaking Knight: so .. they called and said..
Cloaking Knight: this is summer school
Cloaking Knight: and i said yea..
Cloaking Knight: and then he/she said.. are you jimmy's parent
Cloaking Knight: and i said no
Cloaking Knight: and then she asked
Cloaking Knight: are you jimmy's mother
Cloaking Knight: i was like WTF ASSHOLE
Cloaking Knight: and i said no
Cloaking Knight: like kinda mad..
Cloaking Knight: and the she asked
Cloaking Knight: are you ... jimmy's father
Cloaking Knight: i said NO i'm his brother
Cloaking Knight: and then that fucken bitch said.. does jimmy live here
Cloaking Knight: i said.. I said i'm his brother... and that bitch said.. oh yea he was absent yesterday
Cloaking Knight: and stuff like that

hey.. went K with prima, samantha and... matthew.. it was fun.. we were going to stay for.. 1 or 2 hrs and we end up staying for 3.5 hrs.. lol... oh wells EVERYone sang so good except for me... Prima.. was so Very good.. Samantha was...  mad good... lol and the matthew guy really sounds like eason.. Yea... AND Yea samantha.. you drive way better using automatic... lol... Yea.. i got a jump rope present.. o m g.. so perfect... needed it.. :)

Oh wassup... man.. damn them 18 year olds... always changing dates and changing plans...

I drove manual today... only first and second gear... car die like 6/7 times... hehe... so happy.. missed prima all day

dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty

She took my money......

A whole new xanga redo.. looks good?

look at my car collection.. it's so sexy... i could name it all....

from left to right... (top) Sl55, civic, s7, skyline,AE86,RX-7

(Bottom) EVO8, eclipse from F&F, boxster, 350z fairlady, STI, celica, eclipse, supra,Z4,and RX8. ...

i stop colloecting because it's so expensive...