lol. so fun man.. raced against a corolla... came back from work on LIE.. o m g.. i was going like 70 trying to not .. go crazy... and then.. a hot girl.. wells i dont know my dad and so worker said.. it .lol .. i just concentrate on driving. And .. she pass me.. and.. lol... the guy said.. how can .. you be passed like that.. lol so .. i went.. i went to 85.. and o m g.. she .. wanted to play.. she was smiling.. my dad said.. lol... and.. then... she passed me again.. and.. lol i went 90 something not sure.. i just want to pass her.. lol after i pass her... i went slower... lol.. i dont want to was so much gas.. .. so... then i saw her again.. she passed me again.. lol that time i was going 70.. lol so .. i was like forget it.. 90 something.. pass her and then i kept 80 or 85... and ... finished it.. then i went back.. to 70 after she exit.. lol.. then i saw a cop... braked a little to 70 .. and.. perfect.. lol... o m g that corolla girl.. shock me... .. a 1.6 or 1.8 liter car.. o m g it was that old shit.. from the driving school.. i think like... 90? lol.. damn.. so impressive.. and shes a girl too.. o m g.. no time to look at her. i was concentrating on .. the turns and stuff... it was fun... remind me of that time... going to woodbury.. raced again a mustang girl... a V8 engine.. lol.. i few ahead and i slow down and she caught up .. i went again.. and she caught up.. then i flew for real .. cutting .. lanes and shit... wasn't so fast but accelerate.. really fast.. step.. on it like halfway.. o m g.. that time was so hot.. then... later down the road.. 3 guys driving so slow.. blocking all the lanes.. then... this suv.. was next to me.. waiting for someone .. to ... move.. .. then i saw.. a little hole... i told him .. follow me.. and .. i passed the car with a tiny space left.. then he did the same.. and .. he flew.. .no chance... lol.. i wasnt racing him.. maybe he thought i want to race.. i was just being nice.. telling him that there is a spot where we can pass those guys driving 60.. lol... o m g... it's so cool... lately i've been driving safe.. because my dad said i use a lot of gas.. lol... and .. last time almost crashed... but .. tonight.. it was some shit.. so kool... oh wells .. i hope it goes away.. and back to my normal driving.. dont want to waste gas.. oh yea.. there was a path.. after the highway.. to woodbury.. i was cutting like crazy .. o m g.. it was so exciting.. and.. oh yea there was this really big right curve turn... normally... would brake.. but i didnt.. i .. just ..steer a bit.. release gas.. then... when i got the hang of it.. i even gas... wow.. almost feels like a drift.. but toward the even of the curve the car in front.. braked.. forcing me to break... yea.. that was hot too... lol but i think the hottest was that time when i .. came back from... mall.. forgot which one. . oh yea ikea..  long island one.. going back to the LIE... o m g.. that shit .. curve was so narrow that ppl had to drive over the white line.. lol.. it was one lane.. so .. lol.. i didnt brake.. and.. my tires start to scream.. o m g.. i didnt brake .. and.. my tires screamed through out ... the whole curve.. i almost lost my grip of my steering wheels... man.. shit i was scared.. lol.. lol... man.. i dont know.. i dont really feel the danger when it's live.. but when i come to think about it.. damn i'm one crazy driver and biker... lol oh yea.. man i'm shit tired.. woke at.. 8:30 to help mom go to 34 street .. to do some.. fair hearing shit.. and.. went to work... at 2:30.. and worked till 2:45.. and then.. came home.. yea i drove... all that shit above.. lol... and.. now typing my story b4 i forget... so all you ppl can be jealous.. lol...

O M G biking is so dangerous.. lol or... in fact i am a dangerous biker. I was biking down ... canal.. and i saw a red light so i decided to go between two trucks.. to make a easy left turn while the light was red. So as soon as i .. got to the head of the truck, the light turn green. The two truck accelerated.. and i was force to go.. i heard the traffic guard said. shit.lol.. i had to bike faster than 1 truck and.. pass him to go to the sidewalk. damn.. lucky.. it just turn green or else i would of turn right in front of the truck.. Damn so dangerous.. wells i wasn't scare.. like my. aggressive driving.. i'm not scare.. but when i sit back and think about it.. i would of die.. lol .. wells life is adventurous..

hey... i dont think i'm going to use this xanga for a while... i'm going to work on my other xanga and blogger... it's a project... anyways... bye bye for a while...

Oh hey.. i found out that... .. wells not all but .. by the looks of it... everyone who worked in the Y is a YEP or has worked there for a while.. for the Y.. and here i am .. coming out of no where.. hired... with no YMCA experience.. working as a senior 3... Yup.. sounds cool .. wells... i'm a new guy... so dont know how stuff works... but it's ok.. Yea today ... the kids have a lesson .. on the 4 ... elements of the YMCA... and it's not Y ... M.... C.... A... lol... i was thinking the same... so... it's Caring Honesty Responsibility and Respect.... Yea.. what got to me is Honesty.. like that word really hurts... What is honesty? so .. no matter how we feel what we think.. no matter what we should tell others? where do we draw the lines between what is being honest and what is not.. .wells definitely not.. lying.. but i'm looking more deeply... you feelings... is not telling your feelings to others is not being not honest? to me... i think it is... and it really hurts... i Dont know... just want to get that out... yea.. big trip tomorrow... need a lot of sleep and money.. .lol...

morning!! Wassup...?? man bad night... i hope up at like 4:30... and had to go back to sleep... had a couple of dream but cant remember it now... Oh man tomorrow is going to be a living hell... trip day... to fun time america.. have to get to work before 9... and they said recommend time is 8:30... FUCK YOU... i aint working for free... lol... maybe 8:45.... Yea... i hate these stuff... when kids have fun... things get out of hand... a lot of screaming... oh wells almost over... i keep forgetting to do this week schedule with them... Yup... Got paid... it was good money... $8.75... i think... that is the bigest check...??? not sure... $422... cant remember... but i wrote a $1000 check to my friend b4... dont know about recieving... Anyways... i think i have to go... now i understand... why "life sucks" .....so much problems....

New xanga... so tired... Yup prima said my driving for better... lol... i dont know.. i think i drive better.. the spacing ... now i know what people mean by knowing your spacing... yea... i could speed...and i'll be no problem even in tight areas... oh man i cant stop .. thinking about that guy that gave me a dumb up... at corney island for... squeezing next to his car.. when it was mad tight and.. pretty... fast... lol.. HEHE i love... cars.. Yea... went to bell parkway and also have a haircut.. prima said it's good... so i dont know.. it's like my first time walking out after a haircut.. normally i'll go home and put on a cap for the rest of the week.. i feel so nude...lol i hope you like my new xanga

oh man.. i got the worst dreams of all... o m g.. so tired... the dreams were tiring too... yea...wells i can see why i could have those dreams... wells first... it was about ymca... and i was rushing the kids to keep up with the line... man.. even in my dreams too... the second was the same... like dreamt that i was sleeping in bed at home and i was on lunch break ... i only have 1 hr to sleep b4 getting back to work...so sad la... the last one is crazy... about me driving a converitble... o m g.. and there was this girl sitting next to me.. i think prima's boston ppl... we go bowling.. but i was late... because... my car.. died out.. so they left first... then .. i was going crazy fast on the highway.. and in front of me .. 2 big trailer hit each other so i breaked mad hard i.. even used the e-brakes... that shit was so excited.. and i didnt wake... so it was kool... so... went to pathmark because... i was too late for bowling... then.. went to pathmark.. and somehow i got super powers... i saw my friend... girl.... holding someone's hand... and... then right there i saw... her bf which i know too.. o m g i used my super power to make him go to pathmark... because i heard them 2 say they were going to pathmark.. . when i got there... i had a free break up show... she cried so badly... i guess she was cause red handed... Yea so i was in pathmark.. and i saw 1 of my mom's friend... lol.. she was trying to ... say english which she doesnt even know what she saying... lol... she was like a greeting person... also a clown too.. so weird... so i .. went out... to ... jump rope... i dont know prima got me a lot of jump rope.. or is it for the whole family...?? and... thats it... .. Wassup all la... how was your day...?? missed you la

so tired this morning.. the alarm woke me up.. that almost never happen... Yea... i was thinking about someone else's problem...  Sometimes... the things that we imagine and want isnt what we really want... i guess to short it... regret. But i think it's ok... Give it a little time and we can easily adapt to it . Hey the whole move on with or with you. anyways... YAWN!!!! so tired... no sun ?? o m g... maybe the sky is sad too...?? Yea... i think i'm gonna be late again... lol but who cares.. i signed it for the whole week at 9.... Wells i hope you feel better...

o m g... so much work today... make me so unhappy.... kid shitted on her pants and took off the underwear. i saw her holding her underwear and i asked her.. what is that and i saw shit... and.. then she ran ... i told the leader and.. .she pulled it out of her bag.. was so EWWWW. Yea i wanted a day off they said i CANT o m g.. i dont even know what to say to that.. i need to show my schedule to get days off... and even if i have school they still want me to fill the the time i'm not in school wtf is that... oh wells... cant do anything... any most of all welcome prima back... missed her la... WELCOME BACK!!

New xanga good.. o m g theygoing to have part 2 o m g i'm going to go crazy i hope it's good as number 1... anyways got to go to work... lol i'm late... oh wells... have fun all 

oh man so scary....i had a nightmare... lol ... a morningmare? i work at 5:30 and then went back to sleep... and i ... dreamt that i was ... in 42 and...ms shum that fat bitch told me to get out. i was wtf i'm putting away my labtop after showing a movie. WTF... and i think a kid bust me for showing a movie.... This was after i moved to ymca. Yea... so .. she said shes going to change my evaulation.. and i was like you're treathen me? fucken bitch.. i recorded it.. lol she didnt even get scared... because i didnt... lol... so .... oh wells i left and ... then something with in a supermarket... but... oh wells.... not that important... lol what a dream man...

i'm so not happy now... i feel so guilty... I dont want to talk about it... Work is nuts.. there isnt much sitting or talking. I feel like no one knows anyone in the Y. They act like they mad cool but.. they dont even know you. Outside of work, i dont think they even socialize... A lot of work.. my feet are always tired... i feel so much pressure.... ok i got to sleep la... mom yelling... good night ppl sweet dreams to all

 

BBQ tomorrow i hope we didnt forget anything... and sunday splish splash water park... YEA YEA YEA thats how i like my summer baby... Alitma.. kicks ass man..

i stand all night... o m g i'm so tired... YMCA so hard .. so much work.. cant even take a second off the kids.. sigh.... yup after work i went to buy the food for BBQ... o m g i didnt want to .. yell at the kids so i wasnt as pro as i should be.. oh wells la.. parent night.. tomorrow..

Today is my last day of YEP... Yup.. i hate that title.. Yea will miss a lot of ppl la...Yup i went to pick up my 2 STAFF t-shirts... Mad kool... Yea... i REALLY HATE that bitch ms shum.. .I hope he get... rape by a stick... lol... she bitches at everyone.. o m g when i look at her back i just want to kill her... that evil mother fucker face... o m g it looks like it got ran over... god.... none of her fucken business... she not even the supervisor.... man FUCKEN cheap bitch lunch fucken bitch... lol i dont even make sense... but whatever shes a bitch what can i say... so yea.. lily la... she mad cute gave me 3 hugs.. so special... i remember the twins giving me hugs too but that was a while ago.... Yea...  she keep hurting herself.. i feel so bad la... So YMCA tomorrow ... yea 9-6 lunch break... YEA... and... friday is parent night... they said .. i .. kinda need to stay till 8 but fuck it i'll leave early... Yea... i dont know... Wassup.... guys... anything new?

GoodBYE BBQ this saturday...

     Moving to the YMCA Thursday

Will miss a lot of PPL and THINGS i can do at P.S.42...

Cloaking Knight: you know today my brother's school called
Cloaking Knight: and it was so stupid
Cloaking Knight: so .. they called and said..
Cloaking Knight: this is summer school
Cloaking Knight: and i said yea..
Cloaking Knight: and then he/she said.. are you jimmy's parent
Cloaking Knight: and i said no
Cloaking Knight: and then she asked
Cloaking Knight: are you jimmy's mother
Cloaking Knight: i was like WTF ASSHOLE
Cloaking Knight: and i said no
Cloaking Knight: like kinda mad..
Cloaking Knight: and the she asked
Cloaking Knight: are you ... jimmy's father
Cloaking Knight: i said NO i'm his brother
Cloaking Knight: and then that fucken bitch said.. does jimmy live here
Cloaking Knight: i said.. I said i'm his brother... and that bitch said.. oh yea he was absent yesterday
Cloaking Knight: and stuff like that

hey.. went K with prima, samantha and... matthew.. it was fun.. we were going to stay for.. 1 or 2 hrs and we end up staying for 3.5 hrs.. lol... oh wells EVERYone sang so good except for me... Prima.. was so Very good.. Samantha was...  mad good... lol and the matthew guy really sounds like eason.. Yea... AND Yea samantha.. you drive way better using automatic... lol... Yea.. i got a jump rope present.. o m g.. so perfect... needed it.. :)

Oh wassup... man.. damn them 18 year olds... always changing dates and changing plans...

I drove manual today... only first and second gear... car die like 6/7 times... hehe... so happy.. missed prima all day

dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty

She took my money......

A whole new xanga redo.. looks good?

look at my car collection.. it's so sexy... i could name it all....

from left to right... (top) Sl55, civic, s7, skyline,AE86,RX-7

(Bottom) EVO8, eclipse from F&F, boxster, 350z fairlady, STI, celica, eclipse, supra,Z4,and RX8. ...

i stop colloecting because it's so expensive...

YUP.. .i hope prima wins the tournment.. but she didnt.. She said it's not mixed (boy/girl) ... and grand and sewerd ppl were there.. but she did good with victor.. she said.. so i'm happy...

hello... o m g now all of a sudden i have 2 jobs waiting for me??? YMCA and my dad's job JAMCO.... i dont know which one to pick.... both pay about the same.. but my dad's job.. is almost like cash... but ymca you get gym membership

2 years anniversity... long time... yup... neways.. still no car for me.....

oh shit my car got stolen.... it is a red honda civic LX...plate nuber cup8360.. thanks

Happy Bday to me...if you didnt say happy bday... it's ok... maybe you dont know about it... since... i dont tell much ppl.. Neways... Virginia Trip was so fun.... pic pic pic and videos..

This is the I hate Danny Song... From Mary Liang

hey... we planned 2 trips this summer... we were going to drive to both of them but... too troublesome... so we driving to 1 of them and .. the other we take bus to. Oh cant wait....

HAHAHA GPA is 3.92 ..... HAHA really i got 4.0 ... i have 79 credit.....

OH YEA more financial aid too... wells just 300$$ more but still... less on me... HAHAHAHA...

Yes 4.0 again.. i think.. but.. pretty SURE!!!

ok robert you ask me to point it out.. here it is...

Sports:

Soccer, Handball, Skiing, Snowboarding, Ice Skating, Swimming, Basketball, Batmintin, Ping Pong, Tennis, Pool, and Track and Field.  These sports you only did once or twice.. and you consider that as your sport...

Studies:

Computer Science, Computer Programming, Logic, Artificial Intelligience, Robotics, Medicine, Mortuary Science, Egyptian Studies, Ninja Arts, Spear/Staff Arts, Dark Arts, Art, Animations, and Political Science. oh man... watch too much naurto... ok... and computer stuff... no comment there...

Media Entertainment:

Animes (mostly Japananimations), TVB and ATV Movies, TVB and ATV Series, and Horror Movies.

Game Genres:

Horror, Mystery, Strategic, Magic, Team Play, RPG, Action and Adventure. (e.g.: Resident Evil 0-4+Extras, Silent Hill 1-4, Soul Calibur II, Kuon, the SIMS, etc.)

Social Games:

Go, Sugoroku, Chinese Chess, Mah Jong, Texas Holdem Poker, Big 2, Monopoly, Boggle, and Scrabble.

Books:

Mangas and Harry Potter (J. K. Rowling)

Expertise:

Math:

Spotting Patterns.  is this even an expertise.. and come on math...

Computers:

Typing (71 wpm), Internet, Microsoft Word, Power Point, Excel, Access, Adobe Reader, Internet, Word Perfect, and C++.

opening the program and tpying a few words dont qualify you to put thi son your profile.you type internet twice. and C++ ok.. you know a little bit doesnt qualify you... there much more than just a simple program.

Wells.. i shouldnt curse.. BUT come on.. man... Shit... think!! And when it comes to computers.. it really pisses me off... all that shit about my stealing your CD when that shit was right at home... and YOU FUCKEN KNEW IT TOO you just blame me cause of your ignorance. That fucken poem you wrote man... Shit.. you didnt even apologize...

Finish everything.. o m g that test was so easy... everything on the first exam was there... OMG... i tihnk i got 100... and my networking final i got 100... and autocad... Who cares... so easy... and.. logic.. man i didnt even study for it.. too easy... MAN.. hoping 4.0 hahaha nerd./.

2 finals down 2 to go... wish me la... Prima... missed you la

Wassup.. semester coming to an end.... cant wait... seriously... i get to stay in bed a little longer... have more time to do my other stuff... sigh.... but school is good... it keeps me busy... you learn... using time efficiently. Yea... neways hoping for a 4.0 again....  yea yea such a nerd...

Damn... TUTION...!!! DAMN THEM ALL robbing us... MAN this year's tution is $855 a semester... DAMN ALL THOSE CHINESE THAT WORKS OFF THE BOOK!!!! LUCKY YOU AND ALSO THOSE WHO LIE ABOUT THEIR INCOME>>> OH YEA CANT FORGET ABOUT THOSE THAT ARE CLAIMED DIVORCED BUT NOT REAL!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN. but anyhow.. it's more motivating... when you're paying.!! that means less money toward my dreams. Yea i'm going my business plan. So much to do.. only me and wing is really contributing to this shit. Oh wells it's not a big deal..? why?? because i think others group wont be better than ours. LOL. HOW ya been........ LONG TIME NO SEE ALL YA>>> ONLY BEEN seeing my PRIMA. NONE of the OTHERS. LOL AND vincent keeps on calling to chill BUT COME ON IT'S FRIDAY i got work.... lol...

Hey need a copy of Windows NT workstation for my Virtual PC. I find a working copy on the internet.

hey.. hows everyone doing... for me... i've been reading on my social psychology... learning some interesting things about how we humans think. My favorite is cognitive dissonance which is a feeling of discomfot defined as being caused by holdng two or more inconsistent cognitions (thought) and subsequently defined as being caused by performing an action is discrepant from one's customary, typically positive self-conception. Yup. People today are so inconsistant.. .and it really bothers me. There must be some self-justification done so they can .. maintain their self-esteem.

happy bday prima... missed you so much... Hope this is your best day yet....

hey ... guess what... What hot ass movie is coming out? The fast and furious 3 tokyo drift.. MAN cant wait... there is this scene where they drift on a tight curve... only fit enough space for 1 car... http://movies.yahoo.com/feature/thefastandthefurioustokyodrift.html cant wait... June 6th... oh yea.. there is gonna be a red evo, orange Mazda RX7. YUP i love the rx7... the rx8... kinda... big... Yup... Custom cars i like...

I am pissed today! All i want to do is to see my girl today but her friends didnt let because i hung with her 2 days. What got me piss is that i was talking to her and one of 2 things happen 1) her friend snatch the phone or my girl gave her the phone and she said she not going to hang with you today and hung up on me. WTF. FUCK that shit asshole shit fucker. You know... when you have a crush on someone you pretend to like her friend. BUT fuck that shit.. .all BS. HATE that *****. had the guts to call again and talk more shit. I was holding back and not curse the fucken ***** out of her. I even had to wake up in the middle of the night to type this entry. AM i over doing it? I DONT fucken know but i'm so fucken pissed the whole day. I finished reading my homework early in the morning thinking that i could hang with her and this shit happens. I was so pissed i went outside. AND FUCKEN SHIT half day today. Cant even play handball. I FEEL SO BUMMY AND SHITTY. FUCK!!!!

LoL... my xanga is deserted once again... Maybe i dont prop other ppl... Oh wells.. Neways school now. Sucks... on a saturday.

new song... enjoy

Dream... What does dreams mean. Did you ever had one of those dreams
that bugs you for a while and remember pretty clearly? Once in a while
i have dreams about someone. And it shouldnt be normal for me. Could it
be a message? Something for me to decode? Or should i just let go like
most dreams we have. It's just quite amazing sometimes. No thought
about him or her and then somehow he or she shows up. What do you see
of it?

hey wassup... man i'm taking 5 classes... one class is optional... i took it because the boss asked.. it's autocad... yup... i heard you can make $25 an hr.. if you are even... ok at it... hired just knowing how to use this program well enough... wells.. i'm not really interested... also i am taking networking.. and i'm really learning alot... about client server and Peer to peer. Yup.. maybe one day i can be a network administrator.. they make like $35 an hr. neways... dont know what the future is gonna be like... Good luck to me and to the rest of you guys out there....

Prima