Oh... Today at work was a bit stressful and tiring, but i got ot know myself better. GiBi, a dark spanish girl asked me a lot of questions which made me realized that my life revolve around chinatown. It's the only nieghborhood i know. I'm glad my research paper is on Chinatown. The Chinese were isolated from others and that is also reflected on my neighborhood. My neighborhood is like me, isolated and trapped. I guess it's a lack in ineteraction with others, besides Chinese. She asked me "Have you dated any girls besides Chinese ones?" I was forced to response with the truth- no. Why is that? i dont know, maybe i perfer speaking in Cantonese and if thats taken away it wouldnt be a rich relationship. I guess i'm just really traditional. Theres much more about this topic i want to speak of but i am limited to time, so if you want to know more about it, you can always cal me. And Sorry to Grandma, I was typing my xanga so i didnt response. Dont be mad 
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I want to free myself from these limits and open myself. "one must adapt to survive," i dont know where i got that from, or it just popped up from my mind. GiBi also asked me what else i do besides handball and i answered shoot pool. She gave me a funny look as though she was happy for me, but after she found out i played at SOHO (few blocks away from my home) her blissful face turned into a pity and despair one. i have releazed a lot but will it create change? that leaves unanswered till then.
hi hi just browsing.. interesting.. you never dated a person not from your culture.. I understand though.. It's not traditional.. it's just comfortable =) .. well yea.. i guess i'm half asleep not sure of what to say .. and um.. i added you on my list .. wanted to chat .. i guess you're not on .. so i couldn't chat with ya.. cause i found this entry interesting.. and um.. i guess you find this weird.. but i'm just browsing.. take cares.. bye byee
ReplyDeleteThere's no words I can give you that will fully decipher what I want to say, but I'll give you a few words. Life is that way and it can't be changed. "Only the individual itself can change it's fate and destiny, not the one's surrounding the individual." ~My Last Entry~ =
ReplyDeletehey i agree... robert is gay.... lol.. but thanks for your advise... it's rather funny than ... whatever it suppose to be... hehe
ReplyDeleteu messed up kid = Heh. I'm just glad that I won the case and no one is gonna bug me now.
ReplyDeleteumm... haha u guys argue on xanga ^_^ hehe funny... yeah so n e ways
ReplyDeletehmmm about the traditional thing... and being more open to things... it isn't sumthing u need to try and force urself to do... it should come naturally... like i knew a girl that was Greek... and traditionally u dunt date n e one else BUT greeks.... esp cuz of her parents... but... she didn't even have a problem with not dating n e one else but greeks... then one day... a Korean guy asked her out... he was a realli nice guy... but for sum reason (instinctively) she didn't like him that way... but she noticed he was a lot nicer than other guys she dated... and she went through a lot of convincing herself that he was "perfect" and when she went out with him... she noticed it didn't work... becuz the whole train of thought wasn't natural... if sumthing inspires u to b more open.. then let it be.. but u shouldn't need to try... ummm damn i wrote a lot huh? o wellz... fun reading ^_^ hehe o by the way this is danny ¬_¬
ur pathetic dan
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