oh another day at work.... just waiting till the day of the trip to save me.... but untill then... only work... oh ... watching feel 100%.... thinking... relationship made so ez when shown on t.v.... words bf say to gf... are so sweet and so planned out... when we are put in to the situation... it's hard to express... we dont have time to react .... and the stuff they do.... go places... have fun... romance.... all planned out... thoughts from writers with plenty of time ... and what about us... real people... we have so much on our head... i guess it's pretty fun being an actor... gets to go places... meet people... learn stuff like dance... if theres a dancing scene... but then you have to take a character... a character thats not you... is that hard to do... i guess not... since you have take 2s.... if theres a mistake... you could have a take 2 but... in real life... there arent take 2s... once words are spoken... we cant take it back... or just forget about it... if we could only.... redo ... take 2s... in our life... and whatever mistakes we did that we dont want/accept... just trash it.... and only take what we want... but i guess it's all about prespectives... you may think it sucks/ whack or garbage... but it might be good/ treasure to others... everyone has different perspectives... and everyone want others to have the same perspectives as theirs... why? because... they feel secure... safe... common... and most of all not different.... a belonging... and we do stuff to achieve this... by Persuasion ... changing other point of view ... we catch ourself doing this... but ...  we choose not to do anything about it... why... CAUSE thats life... life is everything... we could sit back and say... that life and do nothing about it... (followers) or we could ... say... FUCK NO.... this is my life and i'm gonna do something about it... and have the courage to do something about it... and WE call them the (CHANGERS) yup.. it's time to leave... YEA