oh... i'm home...!!! oh man... killed someone in handball today... this guy... hmmm dont know what team is he on... but i think he's first singles... wells me and Gary beat him and his friend in doubles.... hmm Gary.... dont know... messed up a lot of shots... but neways... i still mange to kick their ass... yea after... that guy asked me to palay 1 on 1... what the hey.... so i played ... i told him 7 points... cause i'm lazy like that... dont like long single games... yup... hmmm the score was me 4 him 1 then he caught up to like point game... i messed up... hmmm maybe that mix feeling started to attack agian... man i know i got it all under control from the beginning.... i dont want to lose... what would lai ma say... "Damn jai lai you suck... better look for another see fu..." hmmm cant lose man... so i did them corner shots.... mad nice... and i caught up 6 to 6 (point up) we both cant kill eachother for a good 3 rounds... and then i said to myself... time to end it for lai ma... then BANG!! damn nice serve.... hahaha i think he got mad.... he fist the damn ball mad hard.... almost hit me.... (hahaha i dodged it) i think i got him mad.... neways... after 2 games... i went to "study" some new moves... like jsut using enough force (F=ma) so that the ball would do a low soft killer... hmmm maybe a month or 2...  decided not to go... why? dont know... feel kinda bad ditching them... wells i said i'll make it up.. i told her when she returns i'll buy dinner... lol gonna be costly... but it's aite.. i want to go skating with my Lai Ma....  dont kow... i guess i'll be happier go ing with her... want her to witness my first "fancy" and "clumsy" fall... hmmm i want to spend my first skating trip with lai ma... hope she could make it.... hmmmm got to organize... oh why she not on...?? hmmmm probably sleeping... wondering what she doing now....  oh wells... i guess i'll be staying home... hope comes online to keep me company  yea... COME ON LAI MA!!