Day 3 ... still failed..

o m g i got it right da first time... argggg.... damn.... yea went to flushing after work.... Arggg... .damn it's not cinnamoroll..... looks like a sheep.... it's a bunny??  man those anime all look the same if you ask me... wool.... yea... oh it match so well.... and she said pettochiroll.... yea it even sounds like it..... oh man....  oh.... DAMN..... neways got it... and went home and wrapped it.... stupid dumb "dog" wont fit in the stupid wrapping paper.... Arggg... i forced it in.... hehe... lol and when i was done ... the appearance looked like a bomb... hehe... Stupid "dog" argggg man it tricked me la... i thought it was a dog.... doesnt even look like a rabbit.... lol the tail looked fishy... hmmm let me do some research... neways....

Credit.... to .....

William (for going with me to get it)

Xing Hong (for helping me.... a lot.... helped me search sites... location of store...  a lot a lot ... .thanks thanks.... she knows her anime.... hehe)

and last but not least.... lol meow meow.... kitty (for confusing me.... ineways.... little credit...)

Oh got work tomorrow....  sigh... 5 days straight... yup yup.... me going be so exhausted.... but it's all good... skating tomorrow.... watch me fall.... hmmmm i havent fall in a long time... ever since i learned to move forward.... i forgot the feeling of falling ... hehe tomorrow i'm gonna fall on purpose.... haha... neways.... see you all....

Day 2 failed....

Sigh.... i'm really disppointed today... really really really really really really really really really really disppointed.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DAMN.... yesterday i was looking for Shiro Petto all over chinatown... hmmm no luck...  i was so excited this morning ... yup yup...  i couldnt wait till later...but .... when i got there.... she said... sorry... it's not what i thought it was.... oh man....got my hopes way up and then just took it away.... AHHHHH she robbed my hope.... sigh.... wells thats not gonna stop lai jai.... hehe... lol.... NO NO... no give up you know....  oh yea and i went to EC.... lol again.. she said you again..i said yup yup... ummmm do you have shiro petto and she said... ummm someone brought it a few days b4 you came... ARGGGG....  i'll go check in flushing.... lol... crazy right... yea... i hope they have it there... hmmm i guess i cant meet up with lai ma tomorrow... i want a surprise lai ma... hehe

6:30 PM sitting here... asking ppl if they know shiro petto ... searching every site found that have the word shiro petto in it...

11:30 PM o m g i'm feeling so stupid.... DAMN.... it's not shiro petto... lol... ITS Cinnamoroll... oh now it all make sense.... AHHHHHH i'm such a dumb dumb.... why kitty have to tell me... oh man  feel like shit... oh shittier than shit.... O M G.... lol... and all this time i thought it was shiro petto ... told most of my friends for a power search.... all ready to go to flushing to buy it... and .... O... DANNY... YOU SO DUMB... WHY YOU SO DUMB....

Day 1 failed

New songs... for Primeee... lol $1 present.... PLUS TAX.... hehe

oh... i was all wet... damn.... stupid rain.... oh wells... i tried... i searched EC.... went to romantic... they only got a stupid picture frame... looks mad bootleg.... yea i went to EC and stores around there... they all tried to sell me buru buru... stupid crap.... hmmm i want to get it for lai ma... cause yesterday... she was looking all over it... i guess she really liked it... me gonna try to find it for her.... oh i gave up all hope and my friend called and asked me to check this store.. so i did and they said they have it so i asked them and... she said she has and will bring it in tomrrow... i was really happy la... hehe...

oh... yawn... just woke up.... wells i was waken at 5... yea.... my mom woke me.... she has to go to the hospital with my grandpa.... yea.... he has caner... and he has to be operated on.... yea.... my mom just called... he's not ready for the operation yet... some heart problem.... hmmm hope i could see him... i dont know where the hospital is located....  neways......!!! oh i got the piano version... sounds good... wells it's slow you could listen to the lyrics .... Whyte Shadows - You Are The One.. oh i'm so tired.. too much thinking.... i'm gonna explode.... hmmmm i guess it's time for a vacation..... wells i'll see you guys when i get back.... dont miss me that much.... lol just playing... no one misses dannie.... bye bye....

oh down and depressed now... hmmm NO NO not pms.... hmmm just sad.... hmm like this feeling when someone gives you something really nice and you really like.... and ... out of no where... it was taken back..... you cant blame the person cause then she gave it to you in the first place.... and it belongs to that person.... so i'm just confused.... sigh.. as always.... i hope someone rescue me from this hole.... dark.... blind.... neways.... yea... i'm home... and.... sitting here...

oh i've been waiting all morning for my grade.... hehe finally got it...so happy.... neways.... yea me mad tired... talking to lai ma late night... hehe sorry no batteries...ummmm yea lol... i sent puzzle fighter to kitty yesterday... yea she's hooked on it.... tiss tiss... hehe.... oh... this morning i was supposely meet up with vincent ... to play some ball but... hmmm he had to go shopping with mom... yea and my other friend is gonna come out.. stupid... asked me to tutor her... lol her final is at 12.... sad.... she said she failed all her test... sigh... hmmmm it seems like i'm limited... nothing to say.... AHHHH wells missed lai ma... and wish i could see her soon.... heres my grades ...hehe...

oh oh.... mad mad mad.... damn.... 8th.... oh wells... hehe... no biggu la.... neways... yesterday night my cable was down and i had nothing to do... so i tired to sleep.... hmmm.... cant sleep early.... too much to think about.. so... check if annie was online cause it was her bday yesterday... nope she's not on all night... probably partying... i seem to be more excited than she is...  birthdays to me pass by just like an ordinary day... oh wells... yea so i woke up early... hehe... like at 6... oh dead tired.... dressed up .... but still lying on bed.... yup yup... 8... all rdy to bounce... hmmm thats early... i usually wake up at 8 .... excited about the final... hmm english finals.... cant study for them... oh wells.. when i got there... the professor was missing... lol i thought he wasnt gonna come... then i turned around... DAMN!!! oh wells... took the summary part.... oh... really tricky... it asked you to write a paragraph summary... and i saw ppl writing 2/3/4/ even 5 pages... dumb dumbs....ne ways that was the first part.... then it was the second part which was the actual essay... damn essay.... hmmm.... a role model... yea... i love those essay.... why? hehe... i could show off my bullshiting skills.... lol i talked about my math teacher... in the essay i describe him as a perfect teacher... lol which he wasnt...neways... i guess i did a good job of bsing.. yea yea got off of school....went to sewerd....hmm empty.. except for this 1 guy.... oh wells better than nothing... played.... but was bored out... damn.... his return was weak.... i didnt even had to kill it.... neways.... went to grand...  i thought prima was gonna be there later so i holded a court for her.... hmmm when i got there... i heard someone calling me... Lori? lol... dont konw her that well... a friend's sister... yea.. asked for a ball.. i didnt want to play with her... cause i know it's gonna be boring... oh look andrew... hehe... he was playing with 2 girls... yea i joinned in...  hmmmm looks hmmm like annie? nah... she's chinese... but damn... look alike... especially the hair ... andrew hit one of the girl twice HARD!!! cause he was aimming at killers... oh i told him to go over and say it... but... dont know shy or something...  he took the ball from me and ignored them until she got better... wells i apolgized for him... sigh... neways... he left after a while...yup so it's 2 on one... hmm. one of them said i'm nice?? weird.. i dont even know them... neways i'm telling annie i saw someone like her... and she said hard to believe... lol neways... yea... dead tired... and alan and them came.... oh man... started smoking in my face... they asked me to go to the party with them... but i said i'm waiting for someone so they left.... and i left... dead tired and HUNGARY.... oh painfullly too.... have touch nething that i could eat.... hmmm i thought if i could hold it long enough prima would come and we go eat.... but it started screaming... so i went home and cook noodle... yea yea.... instant noodle....but customized....neways saw annie online asked her if she liked the cards .. lol of course she did.... neways.... i was really dead tired.. i layed on my sofa... oh headache attack... man i just grab my coat... i'm going out again... i cant take it... so i went out... hoping prima would come.... oh getting dark... i dont think she's comin... so i called bobby... and he came... chat for a while at grand... then went around doing shit.... lol.. it was cold... we went to stores and freeload their warmth.... and not buying nething... lol... cheap... yea...we decided to settle at a bakery... yea... talked about.. my ex... oh... boy.... hmmm talked for a long time... hmmm taught him a lot of lessons that he would expeience... yea dont try to deny it... yea.... i know exactly what you thinking... lol... neways... went home... and... look a new modem... hehe... they came and changed my modem... damn fast now.... yup... oh prima called .... sorry.... REALLY SORRY PRIMA!!!! SO SO SO SORRY LA... me somehow make it up la.... wink wink  yea so damn... kitty... oh lol... how i know how she feels.... lol wells what goes around comes around... yea... so ummm where was i up to.... yea... o m g my hand had so many cuts... 1...2....3.... hmm around 20..... and my left is sore... thats good...  my left getting better.. cause them 2 girls found my weakness... they said to eachother... pick on his left....  oh... my left corner... oh wells... i tap left and right... hehe... that game lasted for 2 hrs... oh boy... i was dead tired and painfully hungary too... oh and prima never showed up... oh wells... i guess i should of called... and damn once again... 8th place.... argggg not fair .... ahhhh i want to know my CS101 grade and math... oh i dont know what to do during my winter break... work... hmm 2 days a week and the rest.... dont know... no one going vacation with me... it'll be kinda dull going myself... lalala...i'm on vacation... lol ... sigh.... wells if you guys have ne palns let me know... first thing ok? ok... thanks missed lai ma... oh ... sorry.. my cell was on silent... sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry... really sorry... i'll even spell it in sigh language... look close S O R R on look.. Prima is calling... lol... wait wait... oh... she's still in chinatown....??? damn want to go out... but but... ohhhh damn ... tired from handball.... really tired... gooooooooo nooo damn .. stupid handball drained all my energy.... sigh... oh wells talk to her later when she gets home... wells it'll be kinda late cause then... takes an average of 2 for her to get home... hmmm and if you take the derivative the time... and set it to zero find the maximum.. then take the second derivative.. find the concave up and down... and find the inflection point... then take the lim of that... hmmmm yea i was right.. around 2 hrs...  hehe OH!!! i want to see prima... right now... but but... dead tired... oh i guess i'm gonna sit here and complain... boy.... i'll make it up la....

Hey all....*new song for all... dedicated to Lai ma*... ummm yea... all negatives today.... from yesterday... i slept early... hmm approximating... 11.... i felt asleep.... wheni woke up today... i felt fully rejuvenated... oh yea... got to work...late cayse my mom made me eat... noddle she cooked... when i got to the tran station.... the train just arrived... Perfect timing... good good...yea.. when i got to BB... the 5 arrived too... yup kinda tight in the morning.... ummm when the train stopped at 14st... i knew as soon as this train move... my heart would start throbbing again... hmmm 2 mins after the train left the station... Boom Boom... oh... agony... painful... oh... took all da pain in... as soon as the train got to 42st...the pain vanished... hmmm.... mysterious... dont know... neway... went to work.... i was 15 mins late... haha... neways... asked sonia to teach me some more alphabets... hmmm yea... i was out of it today... i cut phil with da knife.... oh boy... god i feel so fucked...FUCKED!! neways.... Priotosh called me at 12... yea.. i have to give him back a folder... hmmmm yea so i have to meet him at Delancey.... hmmmm so it was kinda cool today.... yea.... jenny gave me a hug ???  dont know why.. she seem happy today... thats good... cause lately she was depressed..... so... it was soon 3.... such a long day.... ususally when it's time to leave i leave.... but today... i want to stay... i stay there chatting for 15 mins.... sigh... i know i'll be lonely today.... dont kow why... just a hunch that i will... neways... yea i took the E train to west 4th... ummm i waited on the S train side... hmmm i was gonna go see if prima was at grand then walk to meet up with prio... there... i saw BinYun... one of da twins... lol she was standing there... so i pretended i was some stranger and i asked her for her number... lol... man she recognize me.. after so long... damn damn... neways... we chat for a while... the train wasnt there yet.. damn S.... so i ran over to the other platform... caught the F and took it to Delancey... yea... Prio was standing there... hmmmm... with a friend... yup ... he took the folder and left.... hmmm thought we could chat for a while....  neways.. went to grand... saw prima there... dont know what to say.... so didnt say.... just played handball in the cold untill i lost the ball...  ummm yea... then i walked vincent to the end of the corner... and he left.... and i was just standing at grand watching them kids play.... oh wells... later it got kinda cold so i went hold... i turned on the computer.... wait a minute... 19?? ummmm HEY ANNIE's Birthday... yup yup.. went to her site and gave her a comment.... and found sent her 3 birthday cards... yup... took a while to search for them... Wish you a Happy happy birthday...  only wish others... never had a happy or memoral birthday.... neways... yea... so i was thinking... why i complain that i dont understand others when i dont even understand myself... sometimes... hmmm rather most of the time... i dont truely know what i'm doing.... and it all fucks up... that confusion.... just FUCKS everything up... from HAPPY to SHITTY damn... like a fucken virus.... dont know how long it's gonna last.... wells eventually it'll go away.... i guess i did a good job trying to keep it away... hmmm around 2 weeks... but now i'm shit again.... neways... yea... terry is back from cali... hmmm he called me... as private... so i had no idea... wah.... oh terry.. wait ... 3 way with my friend bobby.... yea and then they took over da convo.... i was just there listening... felt so left out....i guess thats why i have these long ass entries... so i could speak out....  oh oh i checked on blackboard... this site that allows you to check your grades online... hmm i only got it for the 2 computer class... i got an A on MS101...  i dont even know why am i not blissed about it... a 98.1 out of 100.... not the final but the grand total for all the assignments test and everything. take a look la...

.... yea.. i got another final tomrrow... english... wish me luck again... "video games are design to give you an eye-hand coordination and also creates a fantasy world for its player... while the player is in this realm... they could free themself from daily stress and take control of some form...." quoted... wells not a direct quote... edited from danny liang's research paper... i guess this is true since i got an A on it... lol... of course it is... i wrote it ... wells it's time to escape (starcraft) ... so i'll see you... happy birthday annie... once again... hope i'll feel better next entry...

8:10PM still feeling down....

oh man i just got back... damn ass cable still working.... man i got so pissed off.. i grabbed the damn phone and called... wah wah.... asshole mother fucker... why isnt my fucken modem fucken working bitch... lol ... nah... it was more like... hello.... umm i was just wondering why wasnt my modem working.... lol... ahhh same thing.... so they said...they dont know.. so i told him to tell this manager to speak to me.... yup yup.. i said i want to go online now... right now... and he said... he'll send out this signal that will reset all the local networkings... haha .. damn as soon as i got off the phone.. it started working... samn right... i was schedule an appointment on saturday... for them to come over... hmm i'm not gonna cancel that yet... i'm gonna say that my modem wanst working for 3 days and get credit for 3 days.... hahaha so slick ... yup yup..neways... i got up this morning... man.,.. late again... how can that be...?? man fuck....whatever... charged out the door.. .like usual...yup.... when i got to Bowery.. the train just came... and when i got to BB the 4 train just arrived... yup yup... and i left the door at 8:50... on the train .... hmmm from 14 to 42.... my heart started throbbing agian... man now i know exactly where..... always.... hmm dont know... i took the pain helplessly... whatever... lol the train was moving so fast that this man fell on me.... damn,.... old man wah....i got there around 9:20.... hmmm still late... but... lol i love working in the morning cause my boss resets the time... so i .. .i was in at 9  hehe.. so yea... when i was in .. i immediately asked Sonia how to do an K and a T cause then i know how to do Y and I .... yup yup got it... K   I     T    T   Y.... hehe... ummm yea i also learned a phrase... hehe.... yup.... ummm and later on ... i also learned yes and no....  kinda kool....yup... hmmm let me see what else i did.. oh yea.... some girl.... trainee.. from some other store... came for training,.... lol... distance formula... lol haha... damn... she asked me the distance formula .... and i was like.... unnn sqrt of (x2-x1)^2 - (y2-x1)^2 lol got it wrong la.... it's been a while la... whatever... i showed her how to do it faster.... lol... calculus stuff... hehe... oh yea... my friend told me if i get a 50 on the final ... i get a B a 65 a B+ and 80... an A lol they calculated everything.... wells thats if you have all perfect test and h.w lol yup... back at home again.... ummmm hey.... Prima commented on my xanga.... 10 mins after i came home.... hehe... like the pic... oh man... yea... having fun over at your friend's home... man... i better start studing... 3 finals... back to back..... to back.... sigh....  oh yea.... who wants office 2003? xh you want it... man you dont have to text me .... just comment... so i can get some props... hmmmm i have to start advertise my xanga... pass out flyers on 56 streets along with coupons... lol.... man i'm such a dum dum.... yea... so ummmm better start studying huh?? wells i see you guys later.... online... hopefully.... 

hmmm 10:00 PM sigh.... still having finish studying... i want to get to bed early... but i havent finish... only studied for 2 course.... and i'm shakey on both of them.... *deep breath.... SIGH..... oh  dont know what to do.... wishing prima was on to chat with.... hmmm ... i'll feel better.... she's my medicine..... lick lick... hehe... hmmmm plus... i'm really exhasted from work .... dont know.... feel so presseured.... need some space.... hmmm *deep breath double sigh.... oh wells... D---A----N----N----Y--- hehe... i'm doing it with my left.. P---R---I---M---A--- hmmmm... kool huh... hmmm feeling better.... wells i'm out now... see ya all once again... take care... WISH LAI JAI LUCK LA....

10:10 PM wow.... that was fast.... got an headache.... hmmm brain over loading... feel sad la.... down... depressed... gloomy lor.... hmmmm WO JO LA bye bye

oh boy.... can you believe it... i'm on dialup... hehe... damn cable crash... ummm yea... today... my alarm woke me up at 7 and i totally ignored it hmm guess i was too tired to even look at the time... so i got dressed quickly... hmmm i approximate.... 10 mins... done all... lol well i hope so... then i ran out... i started walking then running... i dont want to be late agian... i got a presentation to present... lol... yup about japan... when nin got to the station... the train just arrived... and when i got to school the elevator just got there.. YEA!!! hahaha.... perfect... when i got there... i presented... only to the professor.... hmmmm she said she has to review for the test.... so whatever.... she liked it so much.... especially the japanese toilet...neways if neone wants to see my presentation it's now online... click here http://homepages.nyu.edu/~dl62/Japan.ppt hehe   enjoy... wow ... ummmm Office 2003 damn ass good.... o m g.... the 3-d effects... new functions everything.... damn good.. you guys should install it.... hmmmm i have copies... if you want i lend to you la... no problem... yea ... ummmm yea... oh yea ... i forgot my VB book... man .. i had no idea what he was talking about.. he kept on refering to the book... which i didnt have one ... also ppl around me... no book.... DAMN.... yup... i was in class.... no understand.... so i was xanging... hmmm commented on Prima's xanga... lol... wells nothing better to do.... ummm i hope kitty isnt too mad about da first 5 comments... hmmm she's probably not... oh wells... hmmm everytime i enter CS101 i'm damn hungary dont know why.... i was starving like a bitch.. .lol... sorry no better word... hehe... yea... glad that class was over...and after i went to the seek office asking if i could take chinese.... WTF no chinese... only spanish and french.... oh mother fucker.... asshole bitch sucker.... outraged.... fucken school... .AHHHHHH damn... now how am i suppose to understand what Prima saying when she's speaking mando... ahhhh wells that sucked... hmmmm lunch was kinda kool..... we sat next to a fat bitch.. o m g... she was staring at my fries... lol... yup lots of ketchup ... lol... and she said.. damn those fries ... i'll never eat them... i was like... yea they're fatter than your fat ass... damn... no repect for fries... whatever... then she has the nerves to say it's crowded.... damn she's taking mad space... oh man.. i was so pissed off... lol... i was about to fling a fry to her fat mouth.... but i'm too nice ....  so... whatever... lol my friend took out a pen and wrote... We are experiencing a ketchup shortage.... lol.... yup... everytimes i buy fries... i kill half the bottle lol... yum yum... got to fill myself up before Calculus... hehe... yea.... MATH475... cant wait... i want to see the test results... 4 damn pages... i really hope i did well... when he wrote on the board... 90s-0   80s-2 70s-5 and the rest.... really bad... hmmm no 90s... sad la... took that test thursday wah.... saw lai ma for the first time for like a month la... i was expecting an A lol... even thought it doesnt relate... but lets say it does... so when i got it back... 88.... hmmmm good? da lowest out of all my test.... in general... all my classes... 88.... hmmm looked and looked... lol even thought this grade doesnt count cause drop the lowest grade... so as i flip... wtf -4... a)? wtf i did a) first and second derivavtives.... so damn easy... lol xcosx.... ahhh you guys dont understand la... lol... just purposely did that to tease you la... haha... oh yea... DAMN maple is mad smart.... she took Cal 1 and 2 in high school and she's only a senior... man... smart ass... yup neways.. so i asked the professor about it.... he was like opps... yup 4 more points and i was like what was this -1 about and he looked at it... hehe 1 more point...oh wells thats enought for me ... a perfect 93.... hehe an A hahahaha... did it all my self... hmmm have to give a lot of credit to my lai ma... . *clap *clap... hey you clap too  as loud as you can... hehe hmmm yea.. so i got a review sheet for the final... as i was leaving... 3 peepz asked me if they could cheat during the final... hmmmm lol... i aint no idiot.... man... but i know them.... wells not friends but classmates... that guy is from sewerd and the other guy is from second ave... hmmmm wells cant blame him... the professor's teaching is whack.... i bet i could teach better... lol... nah nah... neways... yea went back to chinatown... yup of course... went to grand la... lol "grand ma" lol hehe... yea... prima wasnt there... so ... i was gonna go... but... got a urge to play... dont know why... i was ok today... my left decided to do some killers la... so happy... yea... went home after that... and dont want to do... just want to chat with someone... dont want to study... so neone wants to talk to dan dan ah? poor dan dan.. lacking in his social life...  neways... i just created something that will make lai ma ... laugh and roll on the floor at the same time la... lol... hope she doesnt get a tummy ache... yup created... just to make you laugh la... prepare.... lol..

lol i almost forgot the chips... but i added it on... yup perfect.. hehe... oh missed lai ma.... neways... see you all... talk to you later....

 

oh hehe i missed 2 entries day.... now i'm gonna make it up... lol ... nah nah.... not gonna kill you guys..... neways yup... happy from thursday till now.... hehe ... ummm yea... check this out... lai ma has a site of her own.... she sells videogames ... http://www.primagames.com/ lol i was searching for this movie... Hong Kong 1941.... my sister said it's mad good...it's about the invasion... during WWII hmmm maybe i'll buy the DVD hmmm dont worry la i'll burn you a copy if you want.... nope i dont have a DVD-burner... how am i gonna do it... hehe.... here where i feel smart.... i copy all the dvd files to my dad's computer cause i dont have a dvd rom.... lol... then i transfer the file over to my comp... even though his has better specs.... but he and my brother fucked it up... SPYWARE... o m g he left the computer on for 5 mins... 30 internt explorer windows pop up... i cant even close it..... AHHHHHHHHH neways.... yea sent it over... and then i use this program to rip it to MPEG hehe smart huh.... then i split the file into 2 files so i could put it 2 cds... hehe ... yup yup... neways.... yup... hehe oh... man this morning... i woke up at 10.... Yawn... hmm last night i kept on waking up ... hmmm around 7 times... i kept on poping up and then the name prima ??? dont know i just heard it... and went back to sleep... for all those 7 times i heard the name prima... hehe.... P R I M A hehe man i could spell your name better than mine...  hmmm now i have nothing to do.... i guess i'll finish up my test.... 1 problem left... oh yea... Yo Phil mad nice... he got off at the grand station rather the station closer to his home.... nice guy huh.... hehe i would of done the same... nope done better... bring it up to his home... and buy home lai cha... lol ... neways.... i was thinking yesterday... i'm only take 12 credit.. hmmm and i was wondering what should i take ..hmmmmmmm then.... oh!!! how about chinese... yup... mando.... hahaha so i dont need to ask my lai ma to translate what she's saying .... hahaha and i could tease her as well hahaha it's gonna be so fun.... hmmm then i'll really become a FOB hahaha fobby danny....  neways.... yup yup.. probraby i'll study a bit... got no more h.w... hehe... then after that... i'll go outside... grand.... and hold a court for lai ma... if she decides to come before or after kung fu.... hehe... ummm yea i have to help out my mom... yea chores.... lalala ok ok talk to you guys later....

ummm lol... yea an attachment to my entry... lol mondays are likes this.... do nothing... no one on... neways... i just found a pick me me.... lol take a look...

lol look at the old grand.... the wood wasnt painted at all... hmmm now it's red... lol yea i look so dum.... no comment ... hmmmm look at me now.. all grown and shit... big boy now... oh yea.. hmm got another pic...

 look at my it's my milk bottle... lol... it's fulled with coins... hmmm my ex brought me the bottle... so i decide so save some money and spend it on something for her.... lol .... silly me.. neways... after a while i stop cause .... and then got back to saving.... now look at that... hmmmm that doesnt look like a lot right.... but it's damn heavy like 20 pounds..... i think there's around $100 inside....and look at my nice LCD .... lol dont hate...  oh ... monday sucks.... why cant lai ma be sick again  lol.... no no... dont want her to be sick,... just want her to stay home and chat with me la.... hmmmm maybe... study a bit then go outside what to study .... math or computer...?? ok math... boring... wells see you later.. once again...

oh man.... this morning i was mad tired... hmmm maybe i was up late + playing handball... neways... i went to prima's site and you know what?? o m g kitty took first and second... ahhhhhhhhhhhh purposely.... oh man.... it's ok cause  next time i'm gonna be first second and third... yup... neways... damn nice out side in the morning... snow... ahhhhhhhhhh love it... went out and got my face all wet.... o m g.. i almost slip... lol yup... i got to work exactly at 11:01.... hahaha a minute late... lol... who cares no one there... except Phil.... o m g guess who was there... Sonia... see.. on wednesday my boss asked phil who you want to close with... danny, sam, jenny, or sonia... and he choose sonia... but on friday... boss said he's closing with sam... o m g thats messed up.... remember me of that time... when we went to my friend's home to play mj... they told me i could pick partner... and when i got there... they told me it's ramdom... lol so not fair... neways she was there.... working for free.... hmmmm weird.... came to work.... hmmm from i dont know where.... but no close.... so something was fishy... yup was us 3... hmmmm then they left me hanging when maple came in... they were just sitting... not working... just chatting .... hmmm... oh wells... i guess it's aite... hmmmm later i had a question to ask phil... and he wasnt newhere to be found ... sonia too... o m g they were in the bathroom........... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm damn long.... then they came back out... then later on they went back in.... hmmmm not my business... but i know sonia has a bf... saw a pick of them together... but probably broke up... not sure... hmmm sometimes you cant even judge with your own eyes.... so whatever.... yup yup... hmm maple was kinda lonely... hmmm she was just standing there... starring out at the door... so i tried talking to her... wow so  not me... i dont know what happen to me .... started to open up... yea so we chatted... mostly school stuff... ne ways... it was soon time to leave... and O M G i left my book there... my test too... i'm a sor sor and a dum dum... oh wells.... i called phil and told him to bring it out to me after work... around 9:15.... oh in the dark... hope it doesnt rain... YEA mad 1 delivery and i was all wet..... so mad... and only got .... what $1.03 tips... man.... whatever.... got back and decided to freeload as hell lol neways... yea went home and took a bath... and i'm kinda leaving prima hanging... hmmm i'm sorry.... oh yea... PRIMA i know how to spell you name in sign language... some fancy name for it... but oh wells.... watch my hand prima ...P R I M A .... hehehe like it? took me 5 seconds to learn your name and 2 to learn mine.... D A N-- Y .... hehe... i'm sorry la... i'm gonna talk talk i'm here... sorry for making you wait... hehe ok.....

oh just came home.... hmmm got school tomorrow... that kinda sucks.... everyone is outside having fun and i'm stuck in school... hmmm today... boy i'm extremely tired... work/school work/school... just keeps on alternating... and when monday is hit then... thats my break... hmmmm school is almost ending..that means this pattern will come to an end... soon a new pattern is gonna start.... hmmm 8:00 ... 3 days a week... dont know if i could manage it... i was laye 7 times already... thats like 2 absents.. i tihnk i'm gonna fail ... cause on the syllabus said ... 2 absents is failing... sigh... i think i have to take that class next semester agian... hmmmm.... man i hope not... neways... wow today at work...the boss me told me to help him with a $400 phone order... catering wow ... i wasted so much energy making everything nice and neat... hmmm i was really drained out today... yea... and after that phone order... people started comin in at 12... o m g the line was till outside... hmmm me phil and sonia tired our best.... we were like 10 tickets behind... wow.. thats was so kool... kinda fun too... neways... i'm cutting something new today... ope not bacon... nope not bread... hmmmm not lettuce... lol... cutting meatball... lol... i almost cut myself again... stupid meatballs so hard to cut... yea.... so i was really tired when i left... wells before i left... my boss told me that he's not gonna be in sunday... lol so if you guys feel like dropping by then... probably sneak you a free sandwich... hahaha... first thing came to mind... oh boy... that chili... hahahaha.... lol... man i love them chilis... dont know why.... yea... it's good if you add cheddar cheese on it... yup yup....ne ways.... yea got off work.. took the bus... GOD DAMN IT>>>> i hate the bus.... man i almost barfed today... wells i was gonna but holded it in... lol EWWWW but neways... lol you really believed me ... ahhh... you're a dum dum... so....yea.. i was sitting on the bus with kenndy and this ... girl... a friend of her... and they were talking about ppl in grand... seward... coleman....lilflower... lol... i was gonna head home cause then prima said she's not gonna be at grand...and kenndy said play with her... man... i was gonna go home and practice my speech... it's worth 50%... i cant fail... sigh... man i'm getting kinda nervous... ok ok i'll practice later... so... yea that girl... kenndy's friend... yea. the topic beer came up... i was like... yum yum... long time no drink.... but nah... gentlemen now.... lol... neways... went to grand .... o m g.. look ... is that lai ma? hmmm no no...but wait she's waving to me.... hmmmm let me walk closer... ahhhh look it's lai ma in a jiggly costume... awwww.... so yummy... lol neways... played a little handball.... boy i was cold... waiting for like 30mins-1 hr till i could get on the court... hmmm prima had gotten better... the serves... not the returns... she just needs to be more calm.... thats all.... focus... actually if you focus.. you could do a lot of this you never thought you could... trust me on this one.... neways... yea it was time to pick up lil chunli... lol... yup yup.... yea so we (some dude...) lol yea that "dude" lol thinks he knows me through this guy.... hey you look familiar you know "DEW" lol... i was confused... but ... i tried to paly along... oh yea him... yea he changed a lot oh he's a player... yea he is... saw him with his gf... yea kung fu... yea went to kung fu class with him.. yea... lol man... he fell for it.... oh wells.. that killed some times... picked up Sara... and oh yea i had to get them forks and knifes cause of that little party tomorrow.... man i'm nervous .... hmm i didnt knonw what to get... hmmm cookies... ahhh... chinese cookie's neways... i volunteered to bring the easy and stressless items... lol... yea.. so she and that dude followed along... and got them items... yup and Sara wanted purple gum... so she picked out ... them gums... hmmm it's been a while sick i tasted this guy that i'm chewing... hmmm i'm blowing a bubble while typing kool huh? neways... yea... after that we went to bakery and sat down... hmmm we were palying around... throwing paper balls around... o m g... we mad a mess... lol...that was dum la... yea... then prim's right hand...index finger was busted... hmm probably from handball.. when you try to pick up the ball ... scrapped her finger.. maybe... not sure... poor lai ma... yea .. so after that... walked to grand... Sara said she wants to paly handball... oh handballl.... lol... she's into handball at the age of 4... hmmm she's gonna become a pro... neways... yea... and now i'm home... still lowing on that dum bubble gum.... yea i have to take a bath.... practice speech then... little nap then study some more... work on my take home test or project... then practice agian... and probably laima is gonna go online by then... not sure... neways... i have to go.... and sorry about the long entry... i always so that... i'm such a sor sor... sorry la... wells neways... i dont think neone is gonns read all this crap.... but... just want to write it down... cause maybe... 2 years from now... i look back and say.... hmmm something... lol ok ok... first thing on "to do list" take a bath la... yea... tired la... hmmmm i go la... ok ok... talk to you guys online... take care.. and hope Prima's finger heals... damn it wasnt her middle finger... i for one would be happy ... no more middle at me... haha... neways... man.. i just keep on stalling dont know why.... i hope this semester ends... want to feel stressless... go out have some fun... handballl... SLEEP omg... really need some of that...neways... see you once agian... hope this time i'm really leaving... ok ok... clicking submit... wait... why dont you ppl comment as soon as i post this up....? man... ppl's friend comment at that same minute she post it up... o m g... wells i'm guessing by the time you finish.... it's too late... ok ok... see you la....

Oh i'm so Happy today... too much stuff to talk about but... no time i have work tomrrow and have to talk to my lai ma... neways... let me really shorten this entry... yea.. so i came out from the train station from school... and i decided to walk to grand... just got that feeling that she's there... lol like she got nething better to go... so there she was... playing handball o m g.. i swear... it too me 20 mins to realize that it was her... not until she waved to me... yea i'm blind like that.. it was around 20 feets away...neways... got down from the bench and started playing handball... yea yea.. then she had to go pick up sister... i went too... and i used william as an excuse so i could tag alone...Shhh... neways... picked her up... and played at the park while william was at cf waiting for me... yea he should be worried... if i was really waiting for him it would be 30 mins late.. neways... it was really nice today... why? yea Prima... lol nah not that butthole william... lol yea yea ... o m g i still have a lot to say... but no time la... ok see you next time... oh yea and there was a kitty who climbed on me when i was at the bakery... lol i was like... look it's kittyPl... lol ... yea... as soon as she left ... i missed her... lol... hmmm yea also about today... ummm it's pretty cool... didnt just came home after school... and when i came home.. she's on so i dont have to wait until she comes on ok ok ... see ya ... looks kinda long la... ok ok sweet dreams la

oh.. sorry to fuck up the happy atmosphere... man i just recieved a fucken headache... a really serious one... man i just feel like lying on the bed... i'm really tired today... working really takes a lot of out me... it's really not a good time for me to be sick right now... i have to study for math, practicing reading my research paper, and the project and my japan project... sigh i guess life is like this.. never know whats gona hit you... a second you're all happy and stressless... the next... total opposite... i'm really really tired... i could bearly hold up my eye lids... i'm gonna fall into a deep sleep any second now... i really need some motativation to keep me up so i could finish my task b4 i collapse. i just recieved a complainment.. from ella... she said i'm hot... weird... yea i know what you guys thinking... hell no right... wells same here... i guess she's just saying that to be nice... my fingers are feeling weaker by the second... breathing deeply... ............... missed her so much.................

hmmm ok ok... many people are complainning that my entries are too long... ok i'll try to make it as short as possible... hmmm i woke up went to work and came back home...  what? too short? yea i know you want to know more right? ok ok... so yesterday i created a program for my AOL messenger... lol oh that was so orginal... hmmm yea.. i didnt get to talk to my lai ma yesterday... she working on her homework,... english histoey and half math... hmmmm oh wells see her sn on is enough la... yea so yesterday i was working on the project... for MS 101... sigh... it's kinda hard cause there's only 2 people working in the group. the other 2 arent doing shit... neways... it's aite...when black dude sent the file over it was kinda dead... and after i fixed it up... it was really enhanced ... with pics and graphics.... hehe... ne ways... it's due tomrrow .... hmmm 10 % of our grade....dont want to fuck up when we're preesnting it... neways... yea..  the korean movie finally ended... oh she found a donor .... oh yea... it's not cancer.... lol ... man they really translated that movie really well... i dont even know what kinda illness she had until my mom told me... hmm " bone water" in canto... hmmm no idea... wells... it's da water inside of the bone and it's rare to find someone that have the same type as you.... hmmm she was so damn sad after she woke up in the hostipal.... Hmmm ....she was really fortunate to have all those friends around her at times like these... ne ways.... a friend of her "little sister" not by blood was told she "might" have the same type.... but after 2 days of examination... it wasnt... she was so happy for the pass 2 days... and she was so damn fucken ass sad lol when she found out... ne ways.... yea... they finally found someone that matched her... and she decidied to take the surgery even though it was only a 30% chance... hmmm... and then at the end ... she was ok  and lived happy ever after then end.... BOOOO man ... neways i'm glad it ended... Me and laima's prediction was wrong la... she didnt die... neways... it was all good.... yea yea... i woke up at 8 this morning... and i was really tired... man i didnt want to go to work. Oh man the train stopped ... cause of some signal shit.. whatever... the operator kept on saying sorry and he told a joke... he said sorry... you probably be late for work... you better hope your boss is on this train too so you guys could be late together... lol yea yea... and when i got to brooklyn bridge... i missed the damn 5 train... just took off i was so close... ne ways i was only 9 mins late... yea at work it was kool.... hmmmm Gibi insisted that every time when she comes in and when i leave i had to give her a kiss and a hug... yup.... man she "freeloaded" 5 hugs and kisses today... hmmmm .... wells... hmmmm neways... yea... met up with kenndy and took the train.... she had contacts oh ... man i thought i was seeing things... lol ...  yea she forced me to go to cherry and meet up with xiao and vincent ... oh... i wanted to take the damn S train.... it was right there... but neways ... took the F.... and met up with them then vincent said he's leaving .... i was like... hmmmm got my ass all the way over here and you're leaving.... and hey... where's my treat for lunch... forgot so soon? lol ne ways... i walked home... and i'm here sitting in front of the computer... trying to make my entry as short as possible... lol opps ...i think this is still a lot ... ok ok heres a tip... just read the first sentence , the middle sentence and the last... and just write some BS comment... and i probably think your read the whole thing... hehe... neways... where's my lai ma... hmmm probably getting her ass to pick up her little Sara.... yup the little girl that likes to pop danny gor gor's bubble gum... lol... i cant wait till this semester is over... oh really cant wait... me gonna be playing handball if it's not cold and the floor isnt slippery...  lol... yup... i'm gonna kick all your asses... every single one of them.... i brought cookie... who wants? hmmm this sure looks short enough... i guess i'm gonna click submit... i see you all online... missed you all...

Oh hey all... HeHe... what? you think i'm happy? lol... wells.... you're right... why? lol... oh... let me start off with my lateness... oh i was so fucked this morning... i woke up at 8 ... lol thats when my class starts... yea... thats not very good... ne i got dressed pretty quickly...so fast that i didnt bring my MD... AHHHHHHH no music... dont know how my day is gonna pass.... when i got to school i was 33 mins late... yea... again they all was looking at me.. like a monkey in the zoo...  ne ways i got to my seat... Oh Fuck.... my project... DAMN... oh man i wanted to present... oh wells... and i really dont know why am wasnt mad... ususally i'll be cursing like fucken shit... but today i was calm ... yea... me and my friend ... yea the black one lol... really funny guy... ne ways.. we were stand out side... and this girl came up to me and ask me for project 6 , 7 , and 8.... lol... i was like ok... whatever... then we went into the classroom... lol when i logged in to the computer... the same one from last tuesday ... lol it has my xanga saved... my blackboard saved... my cingular website saved... lol everything was there... i felt like that was my own computer... yup yup... ne ways today's lesson was on array... yup... lol dont look confused...  neways... it was some really hard stuff... and i was trying to pay attention but that damn black dude kept on talking about his dell problem.... lol....and also asked me to help him on project 9 which was due today... also i got it back today cause i always hand it really early... you know why? you'll see... neways... so i helped him...lol then a someone cell phone kept on ringing... i was like whos cell... and he said it's someone over there and i was like is it you and he said no i know my ringer tone... and i said ok and i was no way... it's comin from you... and he started laugh... o m g he was so confident that it wasnt his too..."ne hootz" and that girl sat next to me....  hmmm i dont know her name.... Joy the black guy said... lol ok ok i'll use his name... Johnathan... lol but i still prefer black dude... ne ways.. i told him if her name is not joy i'll look mad stupid... so i was like Joy and  as soon i said it i turned my head and ducked... lol... he was laughing his ass off.... man that was mad funny ... i called out her "name" whatever it was... and i ducked within that same second... lol... dont want to look stupid... lol i bet i looked even more stupid if she turned over and told me that joy wasnt her name.... ne ways... i turned again and just tappd her and gave her the project... ne ways... lol ... so funny i was confused about something... so i asked him... Mr. Wing... o m g ... i cant believe i called him that... yea.. once again my black friend no no i meant johnathan was laughing... oh i meant to say YO wieber... ne ways... whatever... so yea.. it was like after class... and we had this exercise 5... lol i didnt even look at the exercise... it was on a sheet... hmmm so he explainned it... so since it was after class i went up and i started writing on the board... hmm hmmm (using logic) dim n as string .... hmmm... for n = 1 to 20 hmmm p(n)=1 , q(n)=1 hmmm hmmm w= p(n) *q(n) w += w hmm hmm ok ok so... ok next hmm side comment .... "so it'll loop back and .... hmm ok then textbox1.text = w hmmm o m g ... this shit should work... i did it in 2 mins... and i asked Wieber and he was like... that looks right and everyone started to copy... lol damn ... i cant believe it i just did it out of no where ?? hmmm whatever... thats prima ... lol why you ... i dont know just had to have some explaination for something... lol blaming you... ne ways... yea so that same girl same to me and said oh hey you so smart... boy was i red.... damn... neways... we went to the cafe... and he didnt have money... man poor black man... lol just playing... damn he makes like 10 an hrs folding clothes at Ann Taylor... damn.... neways... so i treated him... and we sat there working oh the project ... some other project.... so Wing came along and try to show off his project... o m g .. we were like wahtever hmm and then this guy came and started talking about laptops cant the black dude had one ... oh  i meant johna oh whatever... yea so he started talking and shit... about the new technology and i was like hey umm there's this new laptop ... it's like $4000 .. the LCD has and extra coding for 3-d without wearing those dumb glasses... omg and he looked mad shock ... neways... he left... and i was there eating my fries... damn good ass fries... i took like half of the cafe's ketchup....  lol.. and the black dude was like... damn you eat everything over ketchup... lol and i started laughing... yea... and then i saw another dude... from my cal class and we started talking... yap yap..... then it was time to go... hmm unfortunately them... have to take MA 175 hahaha funtamentals to math... yup... lol when i got to class i was shocked.. i saw that guy that hardly came... he always says wassup to me... hmm neways i sat next to him... o m g he got that damn phone... N-gage... oh that phone with the game card... like a game boy advance... so damn kool... so i was playing until the professor came... yea he gave us a review like last session... so he's gonna review it with us and i did almost all of the problems so i'm good... yea yesterday when prima was on... yup yup felt so good... man i answered everything... everyone was confused ... i was sitting back and relaxing cause i know how to do every problem ... lol... they way how he teach ... sucked... the way how he puts everything all messed up... so unorganzied... but i understood cause i studied... so i gave him the answered for all of his question... lol hmmmm not so much being cocky... but you know ... no one actually speaks up in that class... he just looks so stupid when he asks a question and the whole class is silent... so i tried helping him out... O M G i know the class was boring but Damn that dude that was next to me ... o m g fell into a deep sleep... he was snoring... mad loud too... i couldnt stop laughing i was sitting there giggling and everyone looked at me again.... man... getting a lot of attention today... yea... so ... after that... i came home... and here i am typing like a 2 page essay about a portion of my day. oh yea vincent owe me lunch hahaha haha yea... kool right... i was like beeping ok thats your video card ... damn... neways... man me been helping a lot of ppl with technical problems... and that DR bootleg chinese guy asked you get paid ... and i was like no and he said you stupid... lol oh wells i dont mind helping... actually it makes me happy... yea yea... neways... lol laima said i'm Mr . booster upper... hmmm Greek god with da sexy white cloth over my body ... and them stupid sandels and the bootleg halo... hmmm lol and the best part... eating chips... lol yum yum... oh hope lai ma is fully recovered... lol man i could go on forever... neways Hi all and nice that you reading my xanga... and welcome back... (lol... i know what laima is gonna say "aiya... there he goes again... trying to be a gentlement) lol... yea... see you all next time... thanks for reading again...missed you all... ... kissy for the girls  and a kick in da ass for the guys  and i dont know if you fall in between....  wells free coupon for a sex change  lol  haha

Yawn Yawn.... oh yesterday i read the whole Visual Basics Book... it was around 250 page... i was reviewing for the final which is 2 weeks away... yea... finals coming... i hope i do good...wow!! annie msh me again... lol... i guess when she needs help thats when she msg me... she wanted me to help her upload the background and a banner for her xanga cause angelfire wont display it... oh wells... i cant say no to her... hehe...oh yea... her birthday is coming up... i was searching for an e-card for her... yea she sent me one last year... it was funny... i tihnk she's the first to sent me one...  it was about ... this guy walking in the office... and it was his birthday... his looks on his face was so lonely.. and there was no one in the office during that time... then his face turned green... he had to fart... lol so he walked in to a dark room and released it... and then suddenly the lights turned on SURPRISE his employees set up a surprise party... then when the smell spreaded their face also turn green and his turned red... and there was "Sorry, i couldnt be there Danny. Happy Birthday" following the funny flash movie...oh... i cant believe i still remember in dept... lol now her xanga belongs to me... i have all her stuff.. music..pics.. lol i'm in control... hehe... oh didnt watch the korean movie last night.. oh wells man i was worried yesterday... about my laima... she's sick... hmmm that makes lai jai sick too... oh.. yea.. if ne one wants a pop-up stopper pro 1.6 msg me... it's worth $30 bucks... but it's a crack version so it's free... thats how i like it... FREE!!... yea i was searching for it yesterday cause i deleted... and my lai ma said she was attacked by porno sites... it took me a while to find it and download and upload... i relaly hope she feels better.. she said she's not going to school today... hmmm i think .. i never missed school cause i was sick ... but she's in a different situation... her mama is sick too... so no one drive her to school... she's probably sleeping right now... or throwing and flipping Sara around... lol hmmm yea i should start studying math... cause it seems like i forgot everything... really... yea i'll study that today... until my lai ma comes on line... hehe ... oh i almost forgot to tease you ppl that have school today... hahaha... no school for me and laima... HAHA ... dont worry next semester i'll be suffering... just like you guys... whatever... see ya ....