I don’t know should I be happy or sad. Both of my favorite chatters are on today but both don’t seem to be motivated in chatting with me. I guess that’s how life is. Don’t expect the equal amount of output to input. There’s always an unbalance of output and input. After three days of no messaging, she seems like a stranger to me. It wasn’t the way it should be. I don’t think she’s interested in chatting with me anymore. I’m having a lack of communication. No one is contributing to my social life anymore. I wish I had a friend, girlfriend, anything who I could talk to about my daily life. Its source is so hard to find. Nothing is forever, can’t expect them to listen to my boring life forever. Ahhhh!!