“I have pitied doctors from my heart. What does the lovely flush in a beauty’s cheek mean to a doctor but a ‘break’ that ripples above some deadly disease? Are not all her visible charms sown thick with what are to him the signs and symbols of hidden decay? Does he ever see her beauty at all, or doesn’t he simply view her professionally, and comment upon her unwholesome condition all to himself? And doesn’t he sometimes wonder whether he has gained most or lost most by learning his trade?” quoted from Two Views of the River by Mark Twain. Does anyone get this quote…?

     Aiya… got school tomorrow and after that I have to go to work. On Sunday, there is a VIP party at my workplace… basically free sandwiches for all…My job haven’t started, yet, and I’m feeling pressured already. L I’ll have to put all my free time, not at work or school, into doing my homework. I guess… no more handball.

     Ahhhhh… hmmmm… aiya… Lai Ma wont have to be scare of me no more… I’m wont be able to play handball for a while… Today me was playing handball @ jay street… the usually… kicking ass. I was doing pretty good at the beginning… when I was my hit… the ball cracked and I went for it… but I wasn’t able to reach it... when I was coming down I landed on my right hand… OUCH … fucken glass… I cant even feel my hand for a few minutes… I think I “crushed” my nerves. L so sad… oh wells… I’m ok… at least I’m typing … with 1 hand J

     Oh… lai ma went to upstate… Greenhill… no no greenkill… ahhh same thing… having fun? You better… you not picking up… oh wells… hAvE fUn BeHaPpY!!

     Really hope my Lai ma feels better… J "always have a happy smile on your face" quoted from annie nguyen. Man... now things are so dead with her... She's always busy...nothing can be dont about it...

     Yesterday, Me and William decided to check out the fair after lunch. He claimed it was on Mott St but what he knows… it was on Mulberry. That St Name brings back a lot of memories of… I use to bring her home almost everyday. Before we walked through the fair I told William that we might bump into her but he didn’t believe me because I told him that she’s at Stony. When we reached at the end of the fair an image of her fly by my mind… and when I turned around … there she was… William kept on telling me to talk to her… but I just kept on walking… I didn’t want to look back... it took me a long time to get over her…

     Oh yeah… almost forgot … me very bad lai jai… me forgot to call lai ma during her stay at Boston… wells not that I forgot… I have my reasons L Oh wells… time to do homework… see ya all later…HaVe FuN Be HaPpY

     Wow… I was knocked out last night. I guess it was the blend of sad music and the beer. I couldn’t think straight yesterday. Hmmmm mix feelings cause perplexity. L I kinda know what’s bugging me… only love issues could get me so down. Perhaps this song could explain my emotions a little better… Enjoy!!

     Damn!!… I thought college was gonna be fun L Yup, you do have a lot of time on your hand, but also a lot of work. I wish I was back in high school, which I am planning to do this Friday. Frank, my finance teacher called me today and told me to help him fix the comps in the lab. Wells, I have to go back anyways… Stupid PSAL sent my pay check to my high school. No wonder I haven’t received it in months. J I’m gonna be richer after I cash my check… yup that means you freeloaders could freeload… yea you… you know who you are…J just playing… wells have a nice high school life for those who are not in college yet… because you’ll regret a lot of things you should of done in high school. Enjoy life… Be Happy!!

     Yawn Yawn!! Dannie is very very sleepy… Me just finishing reading a 50 page book, Computer Fundamental. It’s really good… wells maybe to you because I know more than half of the stuff that is in the book. Something I learned is that RAM (random access memory) is very important. Yea yea boring… I know J I’ll shut up … Enjoy my newly uploaded song from my friend William, who I know for 7 years. Despite him always being late, it’s an ok friend ;)

     Hey, check out the new song. It’s not as depressing as the other one. Oh… college sucks. The books are awfully expensive. Last Wednesday, I went to my college’s bookstore with a $250 credit and I picked up 3 books. When I came out, I end up owing $6. L My calculus book only cost $107.

     Oh… almost forgot to thank my LAIMA for her eprops and comments. LOL… my site is supposedly to be depression. Oh wells… new song for you.