Hey, Good morning. I finally got back to my habit of waking up early. It’s kind of refreshing watching the sky so gloomy. When the sun rises it symbolizes a new start and beginning. What was done is done, it’s known as the past history. There’s no point of looking back all the time. Why put a depressed face on when you can give a smirk to others? As a friend who wants to see so friend so depressed? To overcome the problem, you have to face it and solve it before it gets worst.

     The bright sun is so beautiful and meaningful. The sun lights up everyone’s world from despair and darkness. Symbolizes a new day and with that new day I’ll try to bring happiness to my friends as much as I can. What does it means to be a friend? I haven’t ever sought the answer to this question until yesterday.  Being a friend would care, understand, and won’t hurt your emotions in any ways.  A friend will always be there got you through the sorrows and the contentment. “A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.” “A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.” “A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.” “One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement.” Can you still be friends with the person you love? No, the way you treat them is totally different. You’ll tend to do stuff that goes against your values but you think it’s worth it because you love him or her. Love is love, friends are friends. The feeling is totally different. Thinking about them all the time and wondering… if their thinking back at you. Risking it all just to make her laugh. Staying beseide her and comforting her when she's down. Trying to protect her. When you see them you’re heart pounds and convincing yourself not to be so close. The feeling is so harsh, suffering, painful, and anguish. Just want to escape from it all but doesn’t that makes me a loser?

     I’m to baffle to think. J (Forced) Yeah, it’s picture day today. What should I wear? Doesn’t matter. Just be yourself, isn’t that’s what life is all about? Being yourself?