hello  stuck home all day...  New song...

Fucken shit!@

Oh ... damn ... work again.. so whack ... Yawn ... think i could cut work again ...? ? nah man... work aint that bad ... just sleeping somewhere far from home ... hehe ... i kinda missed work ... privacy ... no one on your ass... at home mom is always bugging me... O M G i'm 19... quit it ... lol but she'll stop when i get a wife .. ?? lol

     New entry~~ Arggg i dont think i'm gonna work today... i'm still really sick. Sigh ... when will i recover?? dont know ...  i feel so weak. getting up from my bed was a challenge. Oh wells new song... yea listen to the lyrics ... thats if you know cantonese... Yea i guess i'm gonna try to get some more rest since i'm gonna take today off....

     Hmmm i got nothing to do so i'm reading some really old entries... Sigh... the very first one.. it's so ... hmm gloomy?

HEY dudes... dont post a comment before Prima or ELSE... HEHE... neways.. just got my teeth extracted... sigh... i hope it aint serious... Wells doesnt really matter as long prima is by myside i guess...~~!!  Cant wait till you come back...

O M F G i cant believe this... Jessica and Ashlee simpson are sister... O M G shut... i thoguht you guys just kidding... SHIT!! They dont look alike... once blonde and other black... O M G damn shit... ArGGGG .. lol... Neways... anyone see my PrImA?? i cant find her... if you find her.. report it to 917-399-9384... there might be a reward.... Hmmmm dont know how much... $1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 yen... yup yup... very valuable~~!!... anyways... good night all... wells yea... for you guys.. i gotta work mans... SwEeT dReAmS ...

Hmmm decided to chance the song... since noone appreicates it.. except lina... lol... hmmm dont know just found it somewhere... enjoy la..

ummm atleast someone appreiate my effort .... lols.. Whatever... So hows everything? me? Bored as hell... work... sleep ... work ... sleep... hmmmm ... no mood playing handball... oh wells...

New song for PriMa ~~ with you ... Previous song ~~ without you

Hello~~!!! lol... been staring helplessly at the screen for 10 mins... dont know what to write...  

 runswitscissors2 = danny leung... o m g.. you sound like a married 40 year old man... Neways... thanks for your comment...

More sleep now... but more tired than before??

she's gone...  missing you la...

working my ass off... really busy... but... but... dont know... kinda like it... feels good working... Extra happy today...  damn it's like 1:30 already... time flies when you're actually working... and not sitting here and playing starcraft or watching movies... lol... Miss you la...

Water fight...!!

Son working now...

Yawn yawn...

need sleep...

need to eat...

missing someone...

Hi all, what up... me big boy now.. hehe... dont be jealous...  lalala... yawm .. so tired... need bed and pillow....

My perspective 2

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<p>I believe friendship after a break up is impossible. Especially for the one that gets “dumped.” Somehow he or she turns against his or her EX and creates hatred. This type of abhorrence erupts from loving him or her too much. At this point, the subjects have both opposite affection – love and hate. The person then enters this stage where he or she suffers from agony, mainly mental pain. The question “was it love she shared or did she played me?” keeps on popping in mind. And when they rally one may experience so much tension, and just want to leave the scene. His or her voice puts you in so much perplexity and annoys you in the most painful way. Sometimes it’s really hard to find someone that is willing to listen to all the love you once shared and your suffering. Not everyone could endure listening to someone talk about the same lines or words over and over again. How can one still be friends with this sort of feeling? There is no way of escaping this process; unlike you don’t love him or her. Why? Because this is how the game of love is played. Once you’re in … you’re in forever. There is one way to break free from this depression and it’s to transfer all the past love to another target. And all the past would just stay and remain as memories, slowly washing away. Sigh… Love is damn ambiguous - too much to explain, too hard to comprehend, and most of all too painful to control.

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