Sometimes things can be so beautiful, so happy, so cocky at a moment, and the next second can be the worse thing that happen in your life.

wow i just had a lecture from simmons he filled me in a lot about  my future job... using more udated programs and integrating it with cobol... Yea... sounds really interesting... and he said there are jobs out there... He liked my program... He said... its good... Now i feel proud.. i was behind a few days but now i'm ahead and finished... i'm just waiting for the finish to hit me and i'm done with this class... Oh my head is feeling dizzy now... i cant keep it up.. my throat is throbbing... cant stop coughing... Sigh...I caught a cold too... I'm have a weak immune system...

yup finished with 2 classes.. speech and my lab... Damn i had a lab final yesterday and it was open book. i forgot to bring the lab book... i dont think anyone can pass without it. I was damn sick yesterday... i slept in class... the professor gave me that look.... Neways... i asked the professor if i could borrow the book... luckily she lent it... So it was cool.... Yea... dont know if i should go to work now?... prima thinks i have aids or something.. because i'm always sick..

oh man my wrist hurts... hmmm my arms feel so weak... maybe i pulled a muscle... Sigh... i cant even squeeze a handball... What use am i?

Hey wssup .. 2 more weeks. i'm gonna start playing handball again

sick again ... feeling so weak

Oh... so much work. i feel so tired from school and work. All these upsomming testes and presentations. Oh god... wish i'm back in high school.... the dsays of slacking... HEHE i remember my professor describing me as "the boy that does the minimum amount of work." what happen suddenly? I started to work really hard for almost no reason at all? Dont know.... The only thing that is keeping going is .... the semester is almost over... And... The long long winter break.... Snow fights, skating... hopefully a ski trip... Oh the joy the joy... School Sucked 2/3 of it away... and now work deminished what i have left... SAD SAD SAD.... sitting in the computer lab typing a pitful entry... HA HA HA... sigh.... better study before i fail that test my nerves are telling me right now... OH STFU MAN.... ok got to go... see ya all